The Abortion Coup with Rabbi Daniel Bogard / Transcript

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Rabbi Daniel Bogard 0:00

Judaism as long viewed life is beginning at breath, we go back 1000s of years literally. And we have Jewish commentators who have just understood it normatively to mean that and when you look at the Talmud, when you look at folks like Rashi, when you look at sort of the whole breadth and width of the Jewish conversation, that has always been a very settled issue. So you'll, you'll find disagreement between various Jews and various Jewish streams around the specific boundaries of abortion. Right in terms of, if it's someone's mental health and how severe their mental health if it's their future, if it's their life in a more holistic sense, right, their future in terms of being able to go to college, or if it's their life, in the sense of, you know, perhaps their the parents already have four kids and can't afford another kid, right, something like 60% of all abortions in the United States, at least, while Roe v Wade stood where people who already had children. So those are the boundaries that you find some differences in most Jewish movements. But broadly, across all of Judaism, there's agreement that there are situations in which is it is a religious obligation for a pregnant person to seek an abortion.

Seth Price 1:37

Well, hello, there, it has been some time hasn't it, it has been a while. So thank you for giving me the time to take a summer off. And in season one of the show, I wanted to give you just a high level differences between this season and last season. So this season will actually be more like a season. I don't know how many episodes that will be yet. And right now I'm leaning towards every other week for release episode. But as I said back in May, my life is way busier than it used to be. My kids are way busier. And it's hard to do everything. And so I am not going to try to do everything I'm going to do a little bit at a time, as it makes the most sense for the show for my family, for my sleep, for your sleep, etc. But either way, I'm really excited to start off the second season of the show. And so I figured, why not just go all in, let's pretend that you weren't paying attention this whole summer. And you did not know that Roe v. Wade was overturned. There's a lot to say about that isn't there. And I'm not sure what I want to say about that. I still kind of worked my way through it. But I am reminded of so many convocations that I attended while I was at Liberty, where Dr. Falwell would would just say this, that the other about the Moral Majority, and we need to get out to vote this etc. And then I would watch Supreme Court justices over, you know, my lifetime, get litmus test using Roe v. Wade. And then I watched all of them lie to all of our faces about what they thought about law, what they thought about that case, and then, you know, fast forward to the summer, I along with the rest of you. Whether or not you agree with the case, we watched a conservative minority of a Christian faith, regulate their political and religious beliefs about when life begins or when life doesn't begin. We watch them regulate that from a Supreme Court bench to effect the constitutional rights of everyone that happens to live in this land. And that's not okay with me. So I was having conversations about it with friends and with family members. And I did some soul searching and because to be honest, I didn't know what I believed. And I found many people with a lot of different perspectives. One of them happens to be the guest on today's show. And so this one, I don't know, y'all. Abortion is one of those issues that people have their views, and they don't mouth off about them very often because they don't want to be ridiculed. And so here we go. I'm just putting it all out there. And luckily, the guest did as well. Because it is much bigger than some sound bite. And I'll be honest, I looked, I looked for some sound bites from Dr. Falwell and everyone else from the last 40 years. And I found some that I liked, and then I decided not to use any of them because it felt wrong. So instead, let's just get right into it. Welcome back to the show. Thanks for giving my break. Let's start Season Two with the bank.

Alright, here we go. Rabbi, Daniel BullGuard. Say I did it right. We did it. I cheated. Yeah. Yeah. Welcome to the show. And thank you for answering a random email from some from some dude in Virginia. I'm aware the Internet is a dangerous place. So thanks for happy to. Thanks for trusting me.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 5:41

Yeah, no, I checked out a show I liked. I liked the vibe like Yeah.

Seth Price 5:47

Yeah, well, that's good. So, I don't know. So I think you said you jumped into the middle of a show, just at random, just like a random middle of the show. Yeah. So I asked an existential question, usually at the beginning of the episodes, and I end with one I meant, I mean, hey, it's fine, because I feel like this first one you're going to know. And the second one, you'll also know, it's just I like to see where people go with them. So when you like, try to explain like here is what a rabbi Daniel Bogart is. What is that?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 6:20

The parents of three kids. I'm a rabbi. I am a co Rabbi with my wife, we've always job shared. I feel incredibly called to make this world into the place that I think it always should have been, that our children and our grandchildren deserve. I feel that deeply as a Jewish call. So sometimes, I'm an activist because of that. I'm a musician. I'm a techy guy. I'm a Star Trek fan. Yeah, I think I've used up the big ones.

Seth Price 6:59

I always like to make Star Trek fans really mad because there's a John Luke Picard. meme that has like it says, Use the force Luke signed Harry Potter just to make people mad. I like all of them. I like all of them. I'm a big fan of memes. My life is in Maine. My freakin shirt is I mean, at the moment, I'm not allowed to wear this shirt in public. So it says I tell dad jokes periodically, but it's the Periodic Table of Elements. wife loves my wife bought it and hates it. The kids love it. Yeah. She bought she bought it. So what does that mean? You want to make this world into something? It always should have been? That's, that's a big like, that's, those are some words. They're like, what? What does that mean?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 7:44

Yeah, you know, Jewishly we don't really focus on the afterlife. Because when we talk, when we talk about the purpose of this world, we don't imagine that this life in this world is some quality control for God to send our souls up or down, you don't figure out which direction they're meant to go. There's a real notion that this world is broken, because the world isn't done being created yet. Right? It's not that there's been a fall, but instead that we were created to do the work of repair. There's all sorts of mystical language that's used in Judaism around this and beautiful stories, but broadly, that is my understanding of why I am here and why we are here. It's to create the world as it's supposed to be a world where we treat each other with dignity and we see human beings as human beings and universal health care and all these sorts

Seth Price 8:37

of Yeah, yeah. Sounds like you and I. So I that's actually the kind of Christian that I am. I get in trouble often because I don't know that and I say this not tongue in cheek, like I'm not entirely certain that there is a heaven. I don't even know that that matters. Nor am I certain that there's a hell pretty sure that doesn't matter. But I think it's something that you and me create with our intentional actions. And so we like we make things because that's what we're created and like we are, we are at what's the word like at Mount Sinai, like we are the idol of God, like we are the image of God, and we're creating things because that's what God does. And we create heaven in the kingdom of God or we quite literally break things. And the wages of that is things die and break and fall apart and it's awful and hellish. I'm not evangelical

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 9:29

you know, the Jewish scholar my bodies, also known as run balm,

Seth Price 9:32

I know the first name I don't know No, the second name now say it

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 9:36

just two names for the same. Same person, but he that's exactly his approach. Really? Modern. He lived 1000 years ago. Yeah, yeah.

Seth Price 9:46

Yeah, I like that. So the reason that I reached out to you so the thing happened and I have no idea again exactly when this will air it will probably be after the kids go back to school. I will probably because If I'm doing these addictive, like, I haven't had one of these conversations in a while. These are addictive. And so now I'm probably just gonna send a bunch of emails and continue to do a bunch of these. Yeah. But um, it will be, you know, in a few months. And so for those people listening like it's June 30. Today, and this week, there's been a lot of Supreme Court decisions about a lot of things, including today, like the government can't regulate the climate environment, which is fun. Yeah, EPA, and let's burn it all down. Yeah, so that's fun. And so there has been a Roe vs. Wade decision. And someone and I do not know who pointed me in the direction of you on Twitter, which is always the best way to find things, though I do find some of the best theology currently happening on Twitter. If you just once Yeah, well, I like because you have to choose your words wisely. Even if you do a thread, like you've only got me for two or three, if you do one of eight, like these better be worth it. Because I'm not making it to eight, I'm gone. I'm done. And so

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 11:01

that's friends that I've made in terms of relationships and learning income from Twitter, and half the death threats I've ever got.

Seth Price 11:10

Half of the deathbed, so where did the other half come from?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 11:14

You know, that's the reality of being a Jewish professional in the 21st century.

Seth Price 11:18

Okay, that's an awful thing. And of the death threats on Twitter. How many of those were bots?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 11:26

These don't seem well, I don't know. These are. The FBI has been involved. Gracious, the seriousness of it. Yeah,

Seth Price 11:33

goodness, goodness, when I feel bad about making a joke about it.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 11:37

Whatever. You gotta laugh about it. Yes. You know, Brooks is 96 years old on the day of this recording. So

Seth Price 11:42

yeah, I said, Mel Brooks is Yeah, Brooks. Yeah. So you had said some things and I have it pulled up, I could read it, I'm probably just gonna link to it. And I may begin by reading some of it. But as I read through it, I realized, well, I thought that I knew things. And I thought that I was educated. And I was not, and I was wrong. And so it appears as though the Jewish concept of the decision of Roe v Wade is entirely different, because of the Jewish concept of like, when a human becomes a human, is entirely different. And there's a lot to unpack there. Like, that's like seven and a half hours of unpacking, and possibly therapy. What is so I wanted to approach with this. So again, we talked about this on the phone, I pretty much come from ignorance, anytime I have a conversation unless I've specifically read a book and then I read the entire book before we have a conversation. And then I try to ask questions that nobody has. I don't want to ask the questions that come in the inserts, because that's who does that. But that's not that's not genuine. So I was confused, because my whole life I've been told everybody that's religious, basically believes the same thing that that I do. And since actually talking to you on the phone, I've dug in further and be like, Nope, that's not what Muslims believe. Like, that's not what a lot of people believe. And I feel like I've been lied to. And so can you kind of wind back like, so you've written a few things on the internet about, about this decision? And about this decision? Excuse me, this decision and, and just kind of your faith and how that works in Judaism? And where would you begin talking about that with someone?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 13:22

Yeah, you know, what I would say is the fundamental distinction that Judaism looks at is between what we consider a life and a potential life. And both of these have enormous value. But a life always takes precedence before anything else. And that's actually a broad Jewish notion that there is no commandment that cannot and should not and must not, in fact, be broken for the sake of preserving life. I say that there are of course, some sorts of exceptions. In terms of Yeah, but So, Judaism as long viewed, life is beginning at breath, we go back 1000s of years, literally. And we have Jewish commentators who have just understood it normatively to mean that and when you look at the the Talmud, when you look at folks like Rashi, when you look at sort of the whole breadth and width of the Jewish conversation, that has always been a very settled issue. So you'll you'll find disagreement between various Jews and various Jewish streams around the specific boundaries of abortion. Right in terms of someone's mental health and how severe their mental health gets their future, if it's their life in a more holistic sense, right, their future in terms of being able to go to college, or if it's their life, in the sense of, you know, perhaps they're, the parents already have four kids and can't afford another kid. Right? Something like 60% of all abortions in the United States, at least, while Roe v Wade stood where people who already had children. So those are the boundaries that you find some do differences in amongst Jewish movements. But broadly, across all of Judaism, there's agreement that there are situations in which is it is a religious obligation for a pregnant person to seek an abortion.

Seth Price 15:17

Yeah. So where is that? So when we talked on the phone, you would said something. And this was again, we talked later in the evening. And I was literally changing the light bulb right there, when we were speaking about the way that so you had said the word evangelicals, and I don't know if you mean that in the Jewish sense, or in the Christian sense, or maybe just in the religious sense. But you would say there's like a different view of Scripture. And I asked that, because the verses that you're quoting, like an exodus and in some of the other stuff, are the same verses that that my old tribe is quoting. But for some reason, we come to different, different ramifications of, of like a birth and an abortion. So what do you mean, in a different view of like scripture?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 16:06

Yeah. Judaism writ large is a conversation through time, and through space, about the ways we're supposed to live in this world, and what it means to be a human being in this world and what it means to be in relationship with each other, and with the universal with the divine with the future with the past. And so whenever we approach something in Judaism is through that lens. Jews don't tend to look at the Bible as literal revelation in the same way that Christians do. We tend to think of them as our core tribal narratives. And

Seth Price 16:43

I want to make sure when you say Bibles, you mean, the Jewish Bible, or the Christian Bible, I want to make sure that we're using the word in the same way, because like, some of my friends that are Jewish, like they stop in where I would begin, like in Matthew and Mark, and yeah, of course, I'll make sure that we're talking about the same Bible. So what do you do when you say the Hebrew Bible? Okay, just want to make sure,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 17:05

yeah. Yeah, you know, the real Bible without all your extra?

Seth Price 17:11

I like part two, I'm a fan. Yeah.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 17:14

Well, I mean, I think that's the thing to understand is that broadly, Judaism does have part two, the Talmud, in many ways serves as that part two for Judaism. It is the lens through which we understand everything else. But it's really different, how Judaism works and, and how we relate to our texts. And, uh, you know, it's it's kind of a funny thing, as a Jew that like, we've got these tribal stories, and this whole bunch of other people have decided that their story is also.

Seth Price 17:46

Yeah, yeah. That's fair. Yeah. So when so? Okay. So again, a word Talmud, not a word that I engage with daily? Yeah, let me take that apart for you. What is that? I could Google it. That's not fun. Probably, it's probably not a good exercise, either. Because Lord knows what I'll get.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 18:06

The core story, the core. The core myth, and I don't mean myth in a negative I mean, in an academic sense, right? Like the core story that tells us who we are as Jews, is that at the moment of revelation, when the Torah is given at Mount Sinai, that there is an oral tradition that is passed to Moses as well. And that that tradition is passed from Moses to Joshua to the elders to so and so forth through time through to the rabbi's. And then when we start getting into, you know, around the year of zero around the year of Jesus, as you're dealing with Roman occupation, as you're dealing with the destruction of the temple, which is really not just the destruction of the temple, it's the destruction of Jewish society and civilization and war and famine and rape as a tool of war. I mean, its awfulness, ethnic cleansings of areas. There's this fear that distribution is going to be lost. And so its core stories are written down around the year 200. And then over the next 600 years after that, there are discussions and debates and arguments and philosophy that is placed upon that and edited and in some ways is kind of like Wikipedia, in that it's generation after generation of people having conversations with each other. But for Judaism, it's very fair to say that we are the religion of the Talmud, much more than the religion of the Bible in the same way that I would say that. For Christians, y'all are often the religion of Christian scriptures rather than the religion of the Bible, or the Hebrew Bible.

Seth Price 19:44

Yeah, well, I think we could argue there. I think most Christians in America are the religion of Paul.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 19:51

Yeah, okay. Yeah, I was a New Testament major in college. I'm

Seth Price 19:54

with you. Yeah. I don't know that we care a lot. Well, I take that back. I do. I don't know that we We care a lot about the practice of the rest of it and how it relates to the overarching overwhelming the word that I like to use is shalom, which is a word that I just find is the best way to say what I mean, about the relationship that people should have with one another. But yeah, I think we'd like to lean in on Paul, I don't necessarily because seems a bit, whatever. That's not why you're here. So you. So what is the notion? So I know what the notion would be, for the average, probably not the listener of this show, but the average quote, unquote, Christian in America, about what a fetus is, and why life begins at conception. What is a fetus for those of your faith?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 20:42

Yeah, so we've got cortex that say things like, first of all, until the 40th, day fetus is considered like water, like nothing. And that's sort of a legal standard,

Seth Price 20:53

that that would kind of be when you realize that you've missed your period.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 20:58

Yes, the 40 days is probably they're not counting like people do today. So we're probably talking a few weeks after that, okay. But regardless, yeah, we're talking the early, early days of a pregnancy. From that point on a fetus is considered a potential life, and has status as a potential life, but that life always has to come. The pregnant person's life always takes precedence over the fetus in all situations. So we have all sorts of texts about this, I don't know how deep you want to go as deep as you want, like, great. So let's, I'm gonna, I'm gonna go ahead and pull this up. So I've got it in front of me to actually.

Let's see all these texts. So let's start with Exodus 2122. So just pulling it up right now. I like Safari. By the way, I see if a ria.org is definitely my favorite place to do Jewish learning. So really getting this text right here. When two or more parties fired, and one of them pushes a pregnant woman and a miscarriage results, that no other damage and Sue's the one responsible shall be fined, according to the woman's husband, how that woman has been made exact the payment to be based on reckoning. Okay, this is pretty straightforward, right? There's two people fighting there's a pregnant woman who is standing there, presumably on the sides gets knocked over and has a miscarriage as a result of that. So what is the punishment for Jewish law? According to that? The answer is that there's going to be a fine and interestingly enough, it's a kind of progressive taxation that's happening right here, right? The greater the ability of the person to pay the more they owe situation. But then we get this next line in verse 23. But if other damage ensues, meaning damage, that is not the miscarriage, the penalty shall be life for a life, meaning, if the pregnant person dies, the penalty is capital punishment. It's worth noting the rabbi's totally get rid of capital punishment and turn this into the financial aid anyways, that's a different, different conversation. But right, if the pregnant person dies, it's a Life for life. If they lose an eye, it's an eye for an eye, they lose a tooth, it's right. In we see this clear distinction there between what the punishment is for the loss of a fetus blocks of a pregnancy, and what the punishment is for the loss of actually the pregnant person, the human being, who is living and breathing and walking and talking. And so this is where Judaism really starts with this question. Yeah, any thoughts on that tax before we keep going?

Seth Price 23:59

Yeah, so yes, yes. So why 40 days, regardless of the Gregorian calendar of days, I don't care about the length of the hours, it doesn't matter to me, but why 40? Like, what is why is it just arbitrary?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 24:14

So you know, I don't know the answer to that it comes I believe, from the time but I'm gonna pull up my tech sheet in a second that was in my thread, but I've got no, that's okay. I've got all these sitting in Google Docs, right? It's the beauty of the internet these days. Let me see where that comes from. So two different sections from the Talmud that texts we talked about somewhat related texts right here. One says that if one becomes pregnant until the 40 of the day is considered mere fluid, a part of that has to do with you know, distinguishing between miscarriages and menstruation or irregular menstruation or there's all sorts of all sorts of things there. This I Believe, also as a standard in Islam, as well. But this becomes a legal standard for Judaism, that it's not even considered a potential life that early. Similarly, though, there's another line also from the same text from the Talmud, Rabbi you to Annecy, who's the Big Shot holds. A fetus is considered a part of its mother's thigh, meaning it's a part of its mother's body until it is born, it is not seen as an independent being. It is seen as really something that is a part of the pregnant person.

Seth Price 25:31

Yeah. So what is the woman viewed as then also like, like, so because it feels as though the woman is treated as property in the same way that like you killed my horse. Now you buy me another horse?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 25:44

Yeah, well, certainly, right. Like, if we're talking about biblical versions of marriage, we're dealing with deep misogyny and deep sexism in a relationship where a woman is fundamentally property right. That's, Judaism operates today. Yeah. But yeah, no, absolutely. I mean, that's, that's the context.

Seth Price 26:07

Yeah. Yeah. And in the context of this Exodus verses well, so this doesn't say that this is a spouse or pregnancy. This is just any pregnancy, correct?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 26:16

Yes, that's not a

Seth Price 26:19

big Yeah, sure. Yeah. Those are my questions. But if you let me stop you every time I will have many questions. No, yeah. Yeah. So where does that then go? So where does that like? Where does that springboard?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 26:32

Yeah, so we have this whole setup right of first of all, establishing that a fetus is a potential life is an entirely different category. In fact, actually, here, let me give you another quote from the mission of this one's incredibly graphic. But the mission is often mission as a part of the Talmud is often incredibly graphic because the rabbi's are trying to understand and deal with the realities of life. They're talking about, what do you do if a pregnancy is in crisis? What do you do if someone is trying to is actively giving birth? And there's crisis happening?

Seth Price 27:06

Yeah, so I think like there's a danger to the mom, like there's clear and present danger. Yeah, yeah. And

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 27:11

just to get a warning that this is graphic language, that if a person who is having trouble giving birth, they abort the fetus inside them, they must abort the fetus inside them, even up to an including taking it out limb by limb, and that is supposed to be graphic for these people to write to, to show you really what they're talking about. Because this is a direct quote, existing life comes before potential life. And now this the second half of this, I think you'll find interesting if most of the child had come out already, they do not touch it, because we do not push off one life for another.

Seth Price 27:47

What do you mean, push off? Yeah, choose?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 27:51

Yes. Yeah, that's exactly this is just kind of telling you the language. Yeah. I would say that actually, this is the rabbinic equivalent. And remember, we're talking about about 1800 years ago for this, of what we think of as viability today. Right, the point at which a fetus can survive outside of the womb,

Seth Price 28:10

okay. Yeah, yeah, a baby could breathe on a baby could read on its own. And I assume there's still wiggle room there for Yeah, we have medicine now. And so that, that that's a shifting window, because we also can fight cancer, we still lose, but we can we can do a lot of things.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 28:25

Yeah, exactly. But it's abroad value. Okay, I can integrate this into Judaism. It actually that includes there's a theoretical conversation in that same text about the death penalty. Again, the rabbinic tradition gets rid of the death penalty, but still likes to imagine the boundaries of it. And there's a specific line that says in less a pregnant person is in labor actively in labor, you do not put off their execution for them to give birth, which is as clear of assign as you can imagine, Jewishly that the fetus is not considered in independent life, but just a part of the pregnant person. Until the Earth.

Seth Price 29:07

Hmm, yeah. Okay. So, potential life. That's not a word that I use in sentences. Usually, that's not even really the way I use the word potential. Can you rip that apart? Because I feel like that is a different way to talk about people. Yeah, then than we normally do.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 29:25

Yeah, yeah. So the idiom of Judaism is legal conversations, how you should behave and it works much like American case law. Without a Supreme Court. It's like we've got the appeals courts and circuit courts without the Supreme Court. There's no Ultimate Body deciding anything but but it is the language of law that we deal with and I totally now have lost my train of thought to bring it back to the

Seth Price 29:56

question. So potential life like potential Yeah,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 29:59

so When the rabbi's are talking about potential life, they really mean this is legal categories they're trying to understand and ethical categories, right? They're, they're trying to divide and understand their world. And they know that a fetus is not the same thing as a baby. Right? I mean, we know that a fetus is not. And so they're trying to understand the distinction between these things. They're basing it on what they understand to be both Jewish textual precedent in what you call the Hebrew Bible, and also this oral tradition that's been passed to them and that they're trying to record down in these documents. And so, you know, we, in many ways, it's similar to I've been studying with my Tama group I on zoom with my congregation, the the tractate, dealing with blessings in prayer. And the first question they ask is they're talking about a prayer you only say in the morning is, when is the morning and they spend the next you know, 200 pages, not talking about prayer, but talking about what is that boundary between when it is night when it is morning, what is the in between time when we're in dividing that up because that is what they do. And that's what they're trying to do here is make a distinction between potential life life that may exist potential human life and actual human life in turn away the the ethics that those sorts of distinctions create.

Seth Price 31:38

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Moving Beyond Exodus, what else does the Hebrew Bible I mean, use those words, essentially, because that's the word you used. Have to say, as it relates to the decision of Roe v. Wade.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 32:30

So, that Exodus line that I gave you is the most significant line when it comes to abortion for Judaism in the Hebrew Bible. And in I guess what I'm saying and what I meant earlier, when I said that Judaism views scripture differently, is everything that I have referenced is scripture for Jews, that these top music references are at least as weighty as the Exodus reference. And, you know, for instance, within the ultra orthodox world, which is quite a sexist world at times, yeah. In the study Talmud women's study Bible.

Seth Price 33:04

Yeah. Can I ask a question about the Bible then so big in so I believe that a lot of things can be the inspired Word of God. Honestly, you could be the inspired Word of God. If you if you're His truth is His truth. And

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 33:19

if you're gonna dig my mind at ease,

Seth Price 33:21

yeah, I should read him. It because the truth is truth. And if, if it's truth, where else would it come from? And how is that not a word from God? Anyway, full of full of the heresy today, everybody can burn me. I lost my train of thought now. It's okay. Because I know where I want to go anyway. Just don't forget, I can't remember where I was going with that. What do we do then with other texts of friends, it's one of the ones that is big in say, a church on the street would be, you know, of course, a fetus is a body, because it says in Psalm 139, and I'm going to go from memory. I don't I'm not a buyer. I'm not the person you know. So you knew me and I in most being you needed you knew me, you know, when when I was knitted together in my mother's womb, which does kind of anthropomorphize the fetus. So how does your How do you? How do you deal with that?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 34:13

Yeah, the normative Jewish interpretation of that text is that it's talking about prophets. And that is a specific reference to prophets. And that's the straightforward interpretive move there. The Jews have long had on that text. But more broadly than that, I would say that these other texts and there's Jeremiah texts that a number of Christians like to reference also that that's just kind of not how Judaism works. Also, that it's not like, show me a different text from the Bible, and it changes everything. Where this conversation through time and space, and it's the conversation which has the value, not the original piece or one of the earlier pieces or

Seth Price 34:59

Yeah, Yeah, so I do read a relevant question then you what you just said brought it back to it. And so my question is that upon, like, inspiration so like, is the talent Talmud and the other in the other texts that that your faith is using? Are they still a thing that are being wrestled with? Or it wasn't done like in? I'm just gonna say 1771? Because it feels good. And that's where we stopped. And now we just go with what they said, like,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 35:26

Yeah, got it. Yeah. It's the 1770 ones like yesterday for Jewish Time, first of all, but Tom, it ends about spear 700 ce II, this, this site is zero. Okay? If that makes sense. There's a metaphor that I really liked for, for Judaism of the pearl. Right? A pearl is a grain of sand that enters into an oyster and has all these layers that are built upon it, I think we can think of the Torah is that grain of sand. This is a classic Jewish image. But every generation of Jews is adding their layer in it is all of those layers which create the value of a pearl, we would never cut open a pearl to get that, you know, Hustler, shalom, God forbid to get that grain of sand back. And similarly, the value of Judaism is this broad conversation. And that's what I mean by we look at Scripture differently. It's really a very different, it's almost a different genre that we use.

Seth Price 36:26

Yeah. So So you say your things on the internet. Right? And, and people like me read them? And I'm sure not everybody is is kind. What is the reaction to people that are doing what you're doing that are like, yeah, about this decision? It's really cute that you Christians happen to think that you can legislate your faith and make that my law, like what is the reaction from everyone? That's like, yes, it took us since the Moral Majority. But we did it. We finally got all the Supreme Court people we wanted. We figured out how to like money, Empire and lobbyist. And we did it. We did it together. Yay, we won. Hopefully, the sarcasm is coming through. They're like, yeah, what like what has been the response as because I honestly, I've been like, I've really enjoyed reading, because I'm learning so very much that I did not expect to learn. And that makes me partially thankful for this decision. Because I would not have even bothered to learn things that I didn't know. And I say that, with a caveat of I am not thankful for the decision. I think it was the wrong decision. But I'm thankful that it's caused me to learn, and I can I can make those to be separate things, at least in my mind, I can have the learning. Yeah, at least in my mind, I can. So what has been that response? Like? How has that been?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 37:42

Yeah. American Jews are scared. We look out. And it feels like more and more in the United States. It is a white Christian minority, that the white Christians are necessarily a minority. But it might be it is a distinct group of these people that have taken the levers of power. And first of all corrupted the system. I think democracy is over in America, generationally, I think it's it's been lost. But more and more, it feels like they are instituting a version of white Christian nationalism on the rest of us. And in enforcing it on the rest of us in all sorts of broad and scary ways. You know, I have a trans kid, which is a relatively non controversial thing in the Jewish world. A different conversation sometime, maybe?

Seth Price 38:53

Yeah. Yeah. So think back on a conversation on the phone. That Easter response from the gentleman that I'm a big fan of like, that's one of those where I'm like, wait, what? But not while you're here. He had different conversation. Yeah.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 39:05

But I have to go and defend my kid in his basic humanity, before my legislature because I live in a red super majority state and I go down there in the white Christian nationalism, seeps from the walls. And my wife and I are up at night having the conversations of when do we flee? And what is too much in, right like in places like Texas and Alabama, they're sending government goons to the doors of loving, affirming parents of trans kids, and threatening to take their kids away and charge these parents with child abuse. And we're having the set kind of conversations at night that Jews had in the 1930s in Europe, early 30s. And like, I'm a rabbi, I don't say that lightly. It's not, it's not something that we toss around in the Jewish community, the Holocaust is sacred and holy and untouchable. And so for me to say that and for broadly the rest of the Jewish community to look out and say, Yeah, that's what it feels like. That's what a lot of Jews are feeling right now. It feels like we are losing our place in America. And America is becoming a white Christian nationalist country. It feels like the federal government has been lost.

Seth Price 40:31

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I would agree. I do not like Christian nationalism. I lead the worship, and I help lead the worship in my church. And they asked me if I could play God bless America, and sing it to which I was like, I will, I will play those notes to placate the people. But I'm not singing that. Because to be quite honest, I do not feel one like that matters at the moment. I'm quite upset with America. And two, that has no place in a religious worship place. Like that's what why am I here? Like, I'm not here to sing to America. And so I won't

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 41:09

read by a Jew, by the way, God bless him. It wasn't really. Yeah. Which I think actually speaks to how much America has been. Jews called it Nitish, the golden Medina that like the promised land, the golden land, the it has been that for us, because it was this place where we didn't have to choose between our Jewishness in our Americanness. Europe, we had to choose right. Actually, in Europe, we didn't get much of a choice. But here, that wasn't true. And that is changing. And it's clear that it's changing and right. It's clear that the Supreme Court will not find Jewish religious liberty to exist to the same degree that it finds white conservative, Christian, religious liberty to exist.

Seth Price 41:54

Yeah. So I want to pivot from there. So you did send me an article, I have not read it, but I heard about it on I use Spotify. And it does like the daily drive. I don't know if you, it's one of my favorite things. Because the news clips are like eight minutes long. I'm like, I can do this. I can do this in the car for eight minutes. You talk longer than that. And I'm a little bit angry, give me back my music. But

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 42:13

I guess for a guy who runs a podcast to say, by the

Seth Price 42:15

way, so I don't listen to a lot of music. I pretty much listen to absolutely nothing. Because you get it with the kids like I, every once I just want to be left alone. Like I just, I love the noise. I love the music. I just, I just don't, I just want to roll the window down. Like today, I actually went the long way to the branch that I went to because I drove next to a river and I slowed down. And so I literally drove for 10 extra minutes next to the Thai river. And I enjoyed every minute of it. I went out of my way, and I'm not going to expense those extra mileage. If you if you're listening. I'm not doing that. That's on me. And I enjoyed it. But the news is important, because there's a lot of there's a lot of things. A lot of things going on everywhere. Everywhere. But I just Yeah, I don't it makes me like yeah, pockets. I don't listen to a lot of music. Really ever. And I have no idea where I was going with it. Oh, that's okay. So what I do know so the court there's a there was a on the news. It was a there's a I guess a lawsuit for appears to be coming from from the Jewish religious body.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 43:27

Just community in Florida. Yeah, I'm not sure this is the lawsuit. It's a congregation in Florida that is suing for violation of religious liberty. I read the actual complaint. And let's just say it's wide ranging. But regardless of the merits of this particular lawsuit, there are certainly going to be lawsuits flooding, the courts making a religious liberty argument from a Jewish perspective. Because right now, whatever you think of my textual interpretation, it is 1000s of years of Jewish textual interpretation. And Jews have viewed it this way for 1000s of years. Yeah, and so right like these states that have these, they're called refroze Religious Freedom Restoration acts, which are expansions of First Amendment religious guarantees, but states did have them and that were put in place truthfully to reinforce a certain type of white Christian

Seth Price 44:24

we're gonna pray in the schools and you're gonna like it absolutely freedom

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 44:26

to impose right? Yeah. We're going to find out if if these states really believe in religious liberty and religious freedom, or if they just believe in white, Christian religious liberty and freedom, because Jews are gonna sue everywhere, and we're gonna have real good standing to sue everywhere. And I think we're gonna see Jewish organizations that are going to open up or try to open up locations to give out pharmaceutical border tickets, and plan B in states where it is illegal. And you know, this is a religious obligation.

Seth Price 44:58

Yeah, yeah. So realistically, what do you like just you expect of that? So let's say it's because you know, it's going to take four or five years that happens. Somebody, somebody Sue's it goes through appeals, blah, blah, blah. Realistically, do you see this Supreme Court going? Yeah, we screwed up. But also you don't get to have your freedom of what you believe. And we get where you're coming from. But um, nope. Like, do you see it like actually changing, especially because I can see like, the Muslim faith also coming alongside and, and to be quite frank, there are many Christians that also would agree with you. I'm one of them. I though I want to say I am personally pro life. But I can remember when my wife was giving birth to my son, they literally threw me away. Like, they threw me out of the because there were issues and I won't go into those issues on a public podcast. If you had asked me right, then I didn't know my son, and I love my wife picked my wife, I would have said it in a heartbeat. And, and he may listen to this, and but he don't hear me saying that that's anything bad. I just know what I would have said. So I say I'm pro life right now. But I've always also been anyone else's ability to be whatever they are. But I know what I would have

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 46:13

a pro life and Judaism would call the call that pro life because you're valuing life. Yeah. Potential life.

Seth Price 46:19

Yeah, well, no, I if you'd asked me. So for instance, I say that. So we did our screening, like they give you the screening. And really, the screenings were more for like, do you want to screen for Down syndrome, all that stuff? And we literally said, we're not even ever going to consider an abortion. So it doesn't matter what that answer is just we, because it was the thing that I and I still would never like, that's me. That being said, I know what I would have said, because I was ready and prepared to say, and it is a vivid memory. And those two don't stand together. And so when you think about people, maybe like myself, other Christians, people that have Islamic faith, and I'm sure there are other faiths as well, that I'm also equally ignorant of that also would agree, if all of them come together, realistically, and say, yeah, there are many religions, even in America. We all disagree. Is that going to change in seven 810 years or whatever, when the next one comes to the Supreme Court?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 47:22

I think democracy has been lost in America. I think there has been a coup that has happened. That happened in slow motion. And I think it is generationally lost. That we we have five, white conservative Christian Supreme Court justices, who were appointed by white conservative Christian presidents, who lost the popular vote got to be president because they won the white conservative Christian vote. And then three of those justices were appointed by Senate's that were controlled by Republicans that represented less than half of Americans. They say that by 2040 70% of Americans live in 15. States, which means that 30% of Americans whiter, more Christian, older, more conservative, more evangelical

Seth Price 48:17

will have way more power,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 48:18

seven deep Senate seats, right, we've, we've had 40%, almost of the presidencies in my adult life go to the loser of the sixth of the Supreme Court, right. Like it's been lost, it has been corrupted. And I think we need to regroup and figure out what comes next. But I know so no, is the answer. I do not believe that this Supreme Court is a legitimate Court of Justice. I don't believe it fulfills actually the Jewish biblical mandate that, that societies have courts of justice. Yeah.

Seth Price 48:57

So what do we do then? What do you do I do for years? I mean, my my daughter is above, and I don't want her to be pregnant right now. But, you know, it's a thing like, what do we do like 10 years down the road? What

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 49:07

do I do? What do you do about abortion? What do you do?

Seth Price 49:11

Yeah, there are a lot of things about what do I do about but specifically as it relates to Roe v. Wade, like, what do I do? Do I just say, Yeah, we're doing this anyway, come and get me if you want to come get me like, What do I do?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 49:20

It? Look, the reality has always been that people have means and people in the majority population have access to abortions, and that's not going to change. Right? This is going to hurt people who are poor. This is going to hurt people who are black, this is going to hurt people who are brown, this is going to hurt people who can't take off work and work hourly jobs. This is straight like these are the people who it's going to hurt people who have means will always be easy, and it's always been easy even if it's going to be a little harder now even if it's a little extra trip and a little extra slap and even if it means going to Canada in the future, whatever it looks like.

Seth Price 49:59

I mean restate my question. I don't mean, what do I do if my daughter gets pregnant? I mean, what do I do to actually affect change to help people?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 50:07

Yeah, look, I think it's time for us to have bigger conversations about means and tactic, tactics and strategies. I think it's time, like I'm hopefully going to be planning a conference or helping to plan a conference in Germany, with German, Anti Fascist educators. Because I think that's what we're facing in the United States is fascism. And I think we need to understand how to take it on what tactics work, and what strategies work and what tactics don't. Right, like you're in all sorts of broad ways, but but there are Germans who very much know what this looks like. And I want to hold on to the fact that we're sitting in 2022, talking about needing Americans to go to Germany to be trained in how to push back against American fascism. That's, that's a crazy extreme point that we have arrived at in our moment.

Seth Price 51:06

Yeah. So I want to ask two questions to close just because I want to be respectful of your time, and you may need to check on the kids are, or the wife seems to have been remarkably

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 51:14

quiet. They're all camping. We talked about this before we went on, but they're on camping out in the basement in a

Seth Price 51:20

Yeah. So people listen to this. And they're like, yeah, like, Mike, Seth, I have no idea what this is. You would reference something called Safaris. And I think you said SAF a ria.org. Maybe that's not what you said, Where do people go? Like, what's the first place they go to to begin to educate themselves to go? Hmm, okay. Because I think that that education does better inform, especially listeners of this show, that are predominantly either, I don't know, I don't know, actually, I don't actually know who they are. I think I know who they are. I know who I am, that go to a church. And like it or not, that church has power. And if you're listening to this, you happen to be in a fairly wealthy country. It just is what it is because you have internet and you could download podcasts. And so it's new information, where's the first place to begin to dip that toe into? And then possibly a support place to go? Yeah, I'm uncomfortable. Now. I need to talk about this. Like, where would you direct people to? Yeah, I want to take that I want to take that anger, especially in your like I have and direct it somewhere, like do something with it instead of just watching it simmer and

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 52:27

nothing. Yeah, and vent on social media and all those things? Well, you

Seth Price 52:32

know, social media is just it fixes everything. That's that's the only way to get anything done. Exactly.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 52:40

You know, I'd say it's really easy to read a lot of Jewish sources on the Internet, if you Google. And the core piece of information that I think you got to understand as a Christian entering into these spaces, is that the Orthodox are a tiny minority of Jews, they're not the normative Jewish experience. They're the exception. There only about 9% of American Jews, I'm a member of the largest movement, the Reform Movement, which about 40% used to be a part of the conservative movement, which is about 20% and is not conservative in any way that you would recognize kind of like the Episcopal Church is today is is really what I've compared to a high church, high ritual, but women and queer rabbis and so on, so forth. Yeah. And so pay attention to those sources and pay attention and make sure that you're not reading only or exclusively orthodox sources, or when you are reading them that you understand that you were reading fringe sources, or at least a small minority sources within the Jewish community.

Seth Price 53:44

Yeah. So at a high level, what do you mean by orthodox reformed? Conservative, like very brief, like, yeah.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 53:52

So reform, by the way, just put an ad No. Okay. At the end. There are three major movements, denominations, whatever word you use of American Judaism today, Reform, Conservative and Orthodox reform is the largest, as I said a moment ago about 40%. It is going to the difference between reform and conservative tends to be what you might think of as high church and Rock Church. Reform is not rock.

Seth Price 54:19

So Hillsong, loose versus Lutheran? For for that work? Yeah, those sit in there, be still don't move. Do not raise your hand ever sit there and sit there and listen versus Oh, it's YouTube. It's a YouTube cover band. And then we talk about the Bible for 20 minutes

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 54:36

or the Jewish. So the answer is no to any of the specifics. And yes to the general God that you're talking about. Got it. Got it. Yeah, that's interesting to have. People choose based on how much they like ritual and things like that. Yeah, yeah. And then the Orthodox world are the fundamentalists of the

Seth Price 54:53

Jewish world. And so you mean fundamentalist in the same way that I would like?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 54:57

I think so. These are the people who are generally quite conservative, political. I wasn't talking politics. That's that's sort of a different thing. But no in terms of their outlook on the world in terms of their views often on a, it's a very nuanced and broad community itself with lots of amazing people in diversity.

Seth Price 55:23

But among those three, all three would basically agree about the view of a fetus as a thing. And until it's a baby, like these are two separate things,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 55:35

I would agree that those are different things and that potential life, that existing life always takes precedence over potential life, that there would be enormous differences between many reform rabbis and many orthodox rabbis on the specifics of acceptable reasons for an abortion within that frame. But surely, one would have made a blanket bans on abortion or violation of Jewish religious liberty,

Seth Price 56:02

I should have probably asked that 20 minutes ago,

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 56:04

but didn't you just snippet into the beginning? No,

Seth Price 56:08

I am not. I could I could edit that I want to edit out a crying baby. And I don't believe that anybody still can tell me what episode that baby was in. I've edited out many things. I'm not going to fix that. So one other theology based question, though, so why breath is that like, a call back to Genesis and like, people or people wants the breath of life is breathe in, or is it something else?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 56:33

Yeah, no, that's exactly it. That's, that is life. For Judaism in in the profound sense that, in fact, the word for breath and the word for soul are basically the same

Seth Price 56:46

word. Yeah, I'm gonna say it wrong. And hopefully I'm not if I'm wrong, I'm gonna edit this out, because I want to be in it. So that's ReWalk. Right? Correct.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 56:53

That's a different one that is very similar. Also in the Shama. We've got all these words in the Shama nephesh rule that are slightly synonymous. Okay.

Seth Price 57:04

Cool. So when you say, here's the nice existential question, so now we get to have fun. So when you try to wrap words around, whatever God is, the Divine is whatever that is, what is that?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 57:19

Yeah. Can I give you two different answers?

Seth Price 57:27

All the answers you want?

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 57:32

The first answer is that for me, God is what we mean by the capital T truth of the universe, the underlying truth, I mean, like, equals MC squared kind of stuff. But we can never know capital T truth, we can never hold it, we can never see it. That there's fundamentally nothing that we can say about the divine. That in fact, anything that we say about the divine anything God is loving God is vengeful, God is is us projecting ourselves onto God, it's us creating God in humanity's image rather than the other way around. To consider grab by the Cutco view calls it an idolatry of the mind. It's like that phrase. It's all that we can say is God is not loving God is not vengeful, God is not kind in the same way that God is not 15 pounds overweight, these are human qualities. And we are taking sort of our image of what we think is the best human quality and applying it to the divine. And so since we can know nothing about the Creator, nothing definitionally the best way to understand this creation, and that means science and the act of understanding the universe, is why we're here and is the goal of the Divine. And Einstein sitting alone in his room coming up with relativity was prophecy in the same way that Moses was, and the same way that my mind is thought of it and and that was sacred and is sacred. And that's not a challenge to God that that is an expansion of the divine in this world, when we know that

Seth Price 59:22

it was that both.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 59:23

That's my first okay. And that's my mind it is I'm gonna I got a book for you on my mind. It is

Seth Price 59:29

I'm actually I wrote it down ask about what to read, because that's not Yeah, I tend to navigate towards some of the Eastern fathers when I like when I read about, like, like Christian texts, like I always seem to lean more toward like, I'll say something and be like, Oh, that's Athanasius and I'm like, that's a WHO, WHAT? And so I'll read it and I'm like, oh, okay, I think yeah. Why was he a heretic again? Oh, I see. I see y'all. You wanted money? You wanted money and you wanted to take that land? I got it. I understand now. I misunderstood before but now I understand that it's still the same story. Got it? Understood? Yeah. Yeah. Looking forward to what's the second one.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 1:00:08

So the second one is comes from around I read read Zalman Schachter Shlomi Have a blessed memory says when you look at it a field of grass. This comes from the Zohar, the ancient Jewish mystical text, it says that every blade of grass every living thing, but but even every blade of grass has an angel that is whispering to it grow, grow. And it doesn't mean this literally right. This is this is a mystic, Mystic understanding that says that there are these frames of existence, that the angelic frame and the grass frame that we see are both existing on top of each other and are both true and are both right, they are the same thing at some level. And so rubs off and says you look at it, this field of grass in it too, as an angel whispering to it, grow, grow. And so that that field is made up of the pieces of grass, but is still somehow different than the sum of its parts. It's not greater, just different, right, you can go and pull out a bunch of the grass, you can mow it or you can do whatever you want. And it is still that field. We won't invite our Buddhist friends to this conversation, I would disagree with that. But similarly, rubs almond says, Every human being has an angel whispering to it grow, grow. And when you back away, every every group of people, the Jewish people, the Christian people, the Americans, the every group of people, every every tribe that we create, is an angel whispering to us grow, grow. And when you back far enough away, so that you're talking about the totality of creation of the totality of life, and please God, I hope we're not just talking about this one little planet, this one little grey.in the corner, right? We're talking about the totality of life. That's the angel that we mean when we say God, right? I don't mean Angel here, right? That's the essence that God is somehow the totality of life, but different than the sum of its parts. But neither of these images of God to me are a god that changes or moves or effects or that I can pray to and will intervene, or I think those are actually small gods as a really small gods. I think religion often creates really small gods.

Seth Price 1:02:33

Yeah, that's because people create religion. Well, there you go. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I have a good friend. I like both of those answers. By the way, these those are my favorite questions, I asked that question of everyone. And then listen to the beginning of the end. I didn't at one time and then I forget what it was I asked that question randomly to somebody. And then he asked me, and I realized how hard it was to answer. And I was like, well, that's a question worth answering. Like, if you if you don't have to think about your response, it's not a question worth asking. Instead, I started and then after that, I begin mixing them. So I'll take that part. And I'll rip it out. And I randomly assign them numbers, and I let my kids pick the numbers. And then at the end of the year, I throw all of those answers together. And what's amazing is and I'll put some music in there, you know, because we need some Hans Zimmer strings to pull up. Yeah. What's amazing is it almost always tells a narrative totally at random, and it is freaking amazing. And it's so powerful. And the nice thing is I'm not and the nice thing is I'm not in it, but I'll ask that question of Sikhs, and Muslims and atheists. And it doesn't matter what the answer is, but it always ends up being something entirely, entirely holy. And I just, I just love it. Love it. Yeah. Anyway, so thanks for answering it. And thanks for being here tonight. I really appreciate it. Yeah. This was a treat. Yeah. Excellent. Any plugs that you want to plug because that's what we do on podcasts? You don't have to you can if you want it didn't matter.

Rabbi Daniel Bogard 1:04:05

I plugs to plug No, I don't have any big plugs. I'm perfectly right now go live free. Yeah.

Seth Price 1:04:15

I can do plug free. Well, good. Rabbi, thank you for being on the show very much for having me on. Now, I haven't added it up. But there are hundreds of 1000s if not millions of podcasts on the internet. And I am humbled that you continue to download this one. This is your first time here. Please know that there are transcripts of these shows. Not always in real time, but I do my best. And if you go back in the logs, you can find transcripts for pretty much any episode that you'd like. The show is recorded and edited by me but it is produced by the patrons supporters of the show. That is one of the best if not the The best way that you can support the show if you get anything at all out of these episodes, if you think on them or if you you know, you're out and about and you tell your friends about it or Hey, mom, dad, brother, sister, friend, boss, Pastor, here's what I heard, what are your thoughts on that? If this is helping you in any way, and it is helping me consider supporting the show in that manner. It is extremely inexpensive, but collectively, it is so very much helpful. Now for you. I pray that you are blessed, and you know that you're cherished and beloved. We'll talk soon

The Wisdom of Hobbits with Matthew Distefano / Transcript

Note: Can I Say This at Church is produced for audio listening. If able, I strongly encourage you to listen to the audio, which has inflection, emotion, sarcasm where applicable, and emphasis for points that may not come across well in written word. This transcript is generated using a combination of my ears and software, and may contain errors. Please check the episode for clarity before quoting in print.


Seth Price 0:00

Welcome back to the can I say this at church podcast? It's been a few weeks. Right. Let me give you some context. I had announced to the patrons a few weeks ago that I was going to end Season One of the show. I know you, you're sitting there going, Wait, season one. This is like episode 200. And some change. Yeah, I know. I know. We'll call that season one. I don't know how long season two will be. But it won't be that long. But um, yeah, due to a bunch of circumstances, I am going to take a small break from recording new episodes. Now what am I not taking a break from, I am still reading the books and doing the things that I need to do to prepare for new episodes, and I will soon begin recording those again. And yeah, there is a lot more context there. If you want to know more about that, you can ask a friend that's on Patreon. Or if you're on Patreon, you can go watch that video. more information than I want to put out here, but all that to say, this will be the last new episode that you hear for a while, I may come in with a couple random things from here to there. And I will still be putting out new content over on Patreon. As I read through books, and I have thoughts. Those will probably be more video based than text based and definitely not real traditional, quote unquote, podcasts. But anyway, now that I've said that, I am glad that you're here. So I brought back Matthew DeStefano. Now he is in the middle of writing a book about the wisdom of hobbits. And I hear you, you're you. You listen just now and you said hobbits and I am not in the mood for hobbits today. And I would, I would advise you that you are this is a very good conversation. And so with that without much anything else after that, for multiple things one is watching probably hear the rasp Enos in my voice. It hurts. Currently, I was recently diagnosed with the Coronavirus and it is beating up my throat. Hello. Let's rock and roll with this final episode of season one with my friend Matt. So I'm excited about this one, because I have absolutely no recording no idea where it's gonna go. Like literally, because I've read those books a long time ago. Yeah. And then I read your most recent article. But yeah, yeah. So let's, let's dive in. Let's do it. Just

Matthew Distefano 2:57

gonna say well, you know, my goal the book will be to not embarrass myself as a talking nerd and to bring people who don't necessarily read Tolkien like a nerd like I do. Get more interested.

Seth Price 3:10

I'm more of a Lewis nerd, like pre Londra all of all of that stuff. Oh, yeah. Yeah.

Matthew Distefano 3:15

So my daughter's the same way.

Seth Price 3:16

Yeah. Has she read all those?

Matthew Distefano 3:18

We've We've read together like three of them. She was in they did an adaptation of of the line the witch in the wardrobe for her ballet company. So she was last role she was the understudy to Lucy. Okay. I think and then she had a regular rolls. Yeah. Hmm.

Seth Price 3:41

Yeah. The Yeah. The so the Narnia books are not my favorite books of his. Okay. Yeah. So he's got he's got out of silent out of the side of the planet, prelaw. Andreea. And then the hideous string. Those are actually probably my favorite.

Matthew Distefano 3:58

Are those more science fictiony?

Seth Price 4:00

Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Like, I don't know how that's not a really good way to explain them. I don't know. They're pretty good. But they're not. They're still overtly kind of religious. Yeah, but in an almost a more metaphorical way if possible than than the Narnia books. So less allegory. Yeah. More metaphor. Yeah.

Matthew Distefano 4:21

i That's one of the kinds of things that puts me off to Narnia. It's like to this is too much of a one to one correspondence here.

Seth Price 4:31

Yeah, like one of the ones I want to say pre laundry. Yeah, like, it's almost like religious retelling of Plato's cave. Which is fun, but only if you like your philosophy. Anyway. Anyway, let's do it. Let's do it. Because we're all professionals here. Here we go. Matthew, welcome back to the show. I think this is two, this might be two. This is two might be yet to see. I can count big numbers to dos

Matthew Distefano 4:57

big numbers. Well remind Am I allowed to say cuss words here? Say whatever you like. Well, last time it was devoted as fuck came out. And now we're going to talk about something entirely different.

Seth Price 5:10

Yeah, you can say whatever you like my kids do listen to a few, but only if I flagged them as non explicit, but I've been known to not edit myself on this and I will not have you edit yourself. So, okay. Yeah, the only thing I edit is any, anytime there's stuff in a cup, sometimes that's bourbon. Sometimes it's water. Sometimes it's coffee, but it's always a coffee mug. It's just none of anybody's business.

Matthew Distefano 5:33

Well, I stopped drinking for my own health. So it is coffee, actually.

Seth Price 5:39

Oh, that's six, seven. That's a you're not going to sleep. It's

Matthew Distefano 5:43

we know it's also decaf, because I don't drink caffeine either. I'm like so straight edge except I smoke weed. I'm in California, so you can't get me. You can't get me in trouble.

Seth Price 5:53

It's legal in Virginia. Now you can grow your own Atlanta. I think you can have three is what you can grow. Okay, I think any more than three? And your technical three make him three huge ones. Yeah, I think any more than three. And you're like, you know, like a drug pusher? I don't know. I don't know. Anyway, not while you're here. We had been chatting back and forth. You've written like 87 and a half books, 5 million blog posts. A lot, a lot of them satirical, which I've been enjoying lurking in the comment sections on Facebook, when people were like, is this satirical? My favorite thing is really like, look at the tags at the bottom. Which makes me

Matthew Distefano 6:29

it's so like, I like the fact that people don't. I mean, I think the sign of being a good writer of satire is that people don't know if it's satire or not. My favorite thing is when they're like, I Googled this, like, you went out of your time you spent time looking for sources, and they're like, where's this? One person asked for a source on a piece that I wrote about a time traveler who was like, touting natural health instead of vaccines. And he died at like, 30 or something. Like, where's the source of this? I'm like, Oh, my God, it might not be real.

Seth Price 7:08

You should honestly make a small like repository of sources that you just cite back, like, just buy a domain name. And make that be like, just make up the sources. And that way people are like, Yeah, I looked at the source work. I bought the book. No, you didn't. You didn't buy the stock like you didn't. You didn't

Matthew Distefano 7:26

have an abstract and everything.

Seth Price 7:29

And all that could be fun. But a lot of time, it was like a lot. A lot of work. Yeah. Well let let the kids write the sources. I mean, honestly, it's right. Who cares? Because nobody's nobody's gonna fact check it anyway. Anyway, not while you're here. So we had settled on, like religion, theology, Tolkien, and maybe I'm saying all that wrong. What does Tolkien for those that are unfamiliar with anything outside of the movies? The Lord of the Rings movies have to do with religion, faith, theology, etc?

Matthew Distefano 8:01

Well, I mean, Tolkien was a devout Catholic. So take from that what you will. I think, when people will talk about Tolkien and Tolkiens Catholicism, as if Catholicism means one thing, I think they're being like, a little bit unfair to the faith, because, I mean, I grew up I grew up Protestant, evangelical. No, I'm not definitely assuredly, if you listened to the last episode, you know that but I grew up thinking just like Catholicism, Catholicism meant X, Y, or Z as it all Catholics would mean, it's kind of like this monolithic voice, but it's not just like any faith, tradition, sect denomination, it's it's not one univocal thing. And Tolkien I think, was really careful not to imbue his writing with his own beliefs. So I you know, I wrote an article. I don't know if it's a week ago or two weeks ago, I don't know when this comes out. But you know, in April, I wrote it. Asking the question, was Tolkien a Universalist? And my conclusion is like, spoiler alert, we don't know like, we don't. I point out to the fact that some of his characters had some prophecy about like a restoration of everything. And like all humans, all children have a Luva tar, which is the name for God and Tolkien's world. But not all prophecies were equal. And not all. Characters of of Middle Earth had the same philosophy. So I think that's where tolking takes himself out of the out of the writing entirely. And Middle Earth is its own thing. He's creating a mythology. And so there's questions that Tolkien himself doesn't know. He's taking the role of a translator of books that exist by people and characters who wrote the books from Middle Earth. Yeah. So he's not he's not writing. I mean, he's literally writing the Lord of the Rings but in his in his like, perch rail he's, he's editing or translating, I should say translating a book that's already written that he's calling the Lord of the Rings, if that makes sense.

Seth Price 10:08

Yeah. So the character you're referencing there is Tom Bombadil? Which correct? The, if that's what you're referencing, with the person that said the the reconciliation of something a minute ago? Is that who you're referencing?

Matthew Distefano 10:20

Yeah. Tom Bombadil is one of them. Yeah, he has a statement of that. And then there is. There's an elf who's having a conversation with a human and this isn't in The Lord of the Rings, it's I believe, in the Silmarillion, which is kind of like the mythology of the Lord of the world, where Lord of the Rings comes from? And who is it? It's, it's Finrod, an elf talking to a human, person and DRIF. And he says, if we're indeed the era keen the children of the one, then he will not suffer himself to be deprived of his own, not by any enemy, not even by ourselves. But all we can conclude from that is Finrod was a Universalist. Right? We can't say coking was I mean, because Tolkien created characters that he himself, you know, didn't know all the way through

Seth Price 11:15

the average listener. They've only watched the movies. What do you think would be most so you're working on a book for for all of this? Like, what's that

Matthew Distefano 11:25

I take more seriously than theological books.

Seth Price 11:28

But you're weaving theology into it correct? Of

Matthew Distefano 11:30

course, philosophy and ethics, and, you know, ecology and everything.

Seth Price 11:34

Yeah. So where does one go with that? Because, much like the contemporary of Tolkien, Lewis Tolkien, a lot of people have written a lot of stuff about them and his family is his son.

Matthew Distefano 11:44

Correct? Help editors different Tolkien was Yeah. Big involved in editing.

Seth Price 11:48

Yeah. So there's like, there's a plethora of work there. So, where do you even begin with that? If you're writing to the person, I think that would pick that up as either a Lord of the Rings fan, and they don't care about religion, or maybe it's a religion fan. And they're like, yeah, man, I watched the movies. And I watched the Peter Jackson cut, too. So that's that's extra got the extra extra extra movie. Yeah. Like, where do you even begin? Like, why were you starting with that?

Matthew Distefano 12:14

Like, why write the books? Who are my target audience?

Seth Price 12:16

Yeah. Yeah. Like, like, pitch me, because I've read Lord of the Rings. I prefer the books over the movies. That's not always the case. By the way, I'm not that person that says that. That's always true. But I do remember, because specifically, because they're just characters and story arcs that don't exist in the movies and pisses me off that they're out there. Because I became invested. Yeah, correct. Yeah. Because I became invested. And I'm like, Well, wait, what? Come on, you just skip things like you just you skip 300 pages? Who the hell are you? You can't just skip through under pages. Yeah. So how do you begin to attack all that? Like, what's what's I don't know how to. I hope I'm asking that correctly.

Matthew Distefano 12:51

Yeah, no, you are. It's I think that really is because I'm of the philosophy now that we should our epistemology, what we know what we know, how we know, we know starts with like, direct experiences, right. And so I have found peace, tranquility. Presence, pneus. Being now in living in the way that hobbits tend to live in Middle Earth, I make sure to point out that hobbits aren't perfect, they're insular, and they're cut sometimes xenophobic. And so I make sure to discuss that. And not all hobbits are, and we see, we see a story arc with many hobbits who can break outside of that insular worldview. You know, Frodo, Sam, Merry Pippin. And but I found Jason in gardening and being one with the earth and leading a more simple, less chaotic life. And I think that there's practical wisdom and in the book that I'm writing, and there's practical wisdom all in. I honestly think Tolkien was one of the greatest genius minds of our time. And so the movies are great, but I think there's something deeper going on there. And I think, I think it's as profound as any other mythology, even though it's fiction. So I see that and Tolkien would be put off by ever be having his works compared as an allegory. I'm not complete. I'm not allegorize being Middle Earth with the Bible, but I will say I will put it up next to the Bible as as profound of mythology that exists. I think there's just so there's so much there that you can that you don't really get from just the films and the films or the films are good for what they are. I wasn't a huge fan of the The Hobbit trilogy, but

Seth Price 14:47

didn't watch it. I did not watch it. It's It's okay. But mostly because Bilbo doesn't interest me as a carrier. Yeah.

Matthew Distefano 14:56

Yeah, I could. I could see that. Sure. And it's hard. To make I mean, The Hobbit was kind of a children's ish juvenile book and it's good for what it is. But it's certainly not three, three hour long movies, if that makes sense. Yeah, I've

Seth Price 15:11

never I've tried to read The Hobbit. I've never actually finished the book. Yeah, I just that character. To me, the best part of Lord of rings is he's not in the book all that often. Like, I mean, he's He's almost like the MacGuffin, that just begins the story. And then we circle back up eventually. Yeah. But you know, it didn't. Anyway, that's, that's me reading my stuff into it. So what is some of that? So, draw some similarities for those people that you're like, yeah, how can I read the similarity in which I've never read that book? either? What is the theology of, or the mythology, the, the the theologies of that world? And like, what is it that we're learning from that? Like, how are we garnering wisdom from them?

Matthew Distefano 15:59

Mostly, there's not, of course, there's not one theology throughout, you know, there's elves speculate on their relationship to the Vallarta to aloof avatar, these are the gods and sort of angelic creative being right, like the Pantheon in, you know, in their theology. But I mean, the first thing that pops to my head when you ask that is that so the fall of Middle Earth, or art, which is all of creation, right, all the middle F is just a portion of, you know, we're familiar with it, but it's just a portion, right? So the fall is because of some dissonance in a melody sung by these angelic type beings. And I kind of, you know, if you compare that to the fall of, you know, in Augustinian theology, or Calvinist theology, where we're totally depraved, where we're worms where we're all these sorts of things. I see as a musician myself, like someone who, you know, I still went to school for music. I, I like that analogy, or that understanding of a fall much better because, you know, there's this there's this created being Melkor, who goes by Morgoth later, he's kind of like, the big bad guy before Celeron he starts to sing this discordant this, this dissonant, like, probably even something worse than a minor seventh chord, you know, it could be, you know, a diminished something. And

Seth Price 17:39

E minor seventh is in all the Hillsong songs, though. So that has the only angelic cord, correct?

Matthew Distefano 17:45

I wouldn't, I wouldn't say anything else. But the So the point being is that Melkor sings is dissonant chord, this dissonant melody, and ILUV guitars, like there's nothing you can do that's going to thwart this beautiful creation. And so what is created is a visual and physical representation of the music. So everything you read in The Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, everything is like a it's it's the it's the melody that's been created in like real time, right? So all the suffering all the dissonance in the world is because of milk cores, original, you know, counter melody that that is dissonant. But even that is going to be worked toward this, this good in the end. And as a musician, it's like, yeah, if you just play, if you just play in your key, it it like a C major key, right? It's okay, I guess. But it's when you start to when you like, like a minor fourth in us, you know, so if you play an F minor in a C, that's out of key technically. But if you play that in the right way, it's like, oh, it hits you so much, more profoundly. So in the same way, even though we have all this shit that's going on in the world and great suffering. And in the end, it's going to somehow work out and the story is going to be more complete than if nothing bad ever happened. And I wouldn't I wouldn't go so far as to like universalize that theology as like a theodicy and an explanation for suffering. But I'd like the analogy much better because, you know, frankly, you know, the analogies for that kind of stuff. And Christianity is just so mad at best. And it is but an analogy again, it's a myth and mythology. So it's not necessarily like some theological thesis. It's just a way to explain why. If you're gonna explain suffering, and the fall and whatever is going on why so many things are messed up. I liked the analogy of a diminished chord A lot better than some of the vapid things we say.

Seth Price 20:05

Yeah, yeah, no, I don't know music theory, but I do play the guitar. I know like nine different ways to play like a B minor seven. There you go. And I will say, depending on the song, I'm like, Oh, yes, right up here, ninth fret, these three strings. This is, this is the B minor seven that belongs when the piano plays. I have no idea why. But I do know that feeling we're talking about, we're like, yeah, that hits, right. Like, that is so much better. There's no bass in it. It's all the middle notes. And I know middle notes is not the way to say that. But that's the way that it is in my head, you should see when I'm like when I'm singing, and I have to sing like in front of people. I can since I can't read music, I'm basically drawing a waveform on how I should be hitting the notes. But I have no idea how it clicks in my head. But for some reason, your analogy there it hits. So you say in your most recent blog post, that you are leaning towards talking being influenced possibly by George MacDonald? Why? Like I don't know enough about Tolkien or honestly George MacDonald to. To do that, though, I will say I've been I'm sure these exist elsewhere. But I've put two of these out. So I've been audibly recording his unspoken sermons, partly because I want to speak them even though I'm certain someone else has done them. But I've never read them. Never been influenced by them. So I've only done the first to the consuming fire. And I something in the midst child in the midst, I think is what it's called. The first two. Was that influence present in the writings of Tolkien like where are you drawing that from?

Matthew Distefano 21:39

Oh, I don't I think the inspiration for saying that was just sort of off Hannity, I don't. I would say there was definitely probably some, some indirect influences. I would say that because of Tolkien's relationship with Louis, who was highly influenced by MacDonald, that Tolkien would at least be kind of second hand and at least knowledgeable about him. George MacDonald was Scottish, I believe talking, I think was born in South Africa. I lived there for a short period of time, but then lived in the UK. I mean, I would I would say that some of some of aloo matar got, you know, God in the Silmarillion, we kind of have some of that same passion and fire. And I think understanding of, I think the understanding of sort of restorative justice, those themes are prevalent in Tolkien's world. And same with George MacDonald, for instance, you know, that the men of the East who fight alongside Sal Ron, at the end of The Return of the King, Aragorn pardons them, they never, you know, they never fought for the men of the West with the Elves and the dwarves and, and so Aragorn as a king figure, is, you know, tends toward the side of mercy and forgiveness and a sort of restorative justice in a way.

Seth Price 23:12

Yeah. Yeah. Fair enough. What is, so I want to ask some questions about just what I read in your last blog post, because I don't know any of these names like Morgoth. And I'm not even sure that I'm gonna say these, right. I'm also very thankful, I don't know if you know this or not, in all the extra free time that we have, when we do podcasts. I transcribe these. And so I'm excited that these words, I do not have to go and find in the similarity, because some of them are in the blog post. And if I can't find one, I'm just going to message you and say, hey, at minute seven, what the heck is that word? Like? I don't know what that is. Because it matters. They're real. They're real words that someone bled onto a page and so want to be respectful of that. Like, what is that character is that? I don't know what like what is that character, and I guess, to kind of contrast it in relationship to a sore on or even in relationship to the to the church or the faith of the like, what would that character like, what would that correlation be? For today?

Matthew Distefano 24:07

I guess? Well, okay, so Melcor Morgoth. So, I think Melcor originally, and then after the quote unquote fault generally goes by the term Morgoth. I mean, so he's like, be more of a so a part of the ironer ai n you are, it's like a trying to think of an analogy. Kind of like an angelic being or something in that sort of metaphysical ontological hierarchy fell first. You know, fell away from the melodic happy major pride major key music. And Sal Ron was, you know, like his chief Captain general in a way if you you know if you want to use like, show Harmeet terms, so I guess more got to be like, the devil of sorts, and Sal Ron would be whoever the whoever the demon the opposite of Michael the archangel. Gotcha. Yeah. Yeah. If they're gonna compare and contrast

Seth Price 25:21

Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Okay. So I don't want to say this. So is there a systematic theology to the world of token?

Matthew Distefano 25:34

I would do yes and no, I guess probably certain characters would have systematic theologies, and some would have none. Like hobbits have no religion at all. They're completely secular. In the book, I say that the only thing religious is their love of farming. So yeah, I would say they're their systematic, yeah, but maybe the elves would probably have more systematic theology than the hobbits and the dwarves are entirely different in the men of the men.

Seth Price 26:17

Yeah. So you begin the book, when is it out? Like when is when is it?

Matthew Distefano 26:23

I don't know, from all my money,

Seth Price 26:25

how much have you written?

Matthew Distefano 26:28

pushing towards half?

Seth Price 26:31

So where do you jump into? Do you open up? Like, are you? Are you just lifting directly from Lord of the Rings with the similary? And or the Hobbit? Or I assume there are other books that I'm unaware of? I've literally only read those three books. Yeah. Like, are you just lifting characters and then breaking them apart? are you lifting out themes? Like what like, how are you going about it?

Matthew Distefano 26:53

Yeah, so the, the title is called The Wisdom of hobbits. So I'm specifically focusing on hobbits though I do talk about all sorts of other things. But I'm, I'm focusing on them because I you know, Tolkien has this famous quote, and one of his letters letter 153. Maybe, where he says, I'm a Hobbit and all but sighs I like good tilter good, plain food, blah, blah. And I you know, I kind of see myself as a very tall Hobbit, I'd be the tallest by far I'm six foot three. I think the tallest hobbits were Merry and Pippin at four foot six or five. But no, so I'm jumping into themes, but I'm obviously coloring the pages with a lot of in depth character analyses, you know, footnoting you know, the hell out of it. But um, you know, I start out by talking about, you know, that life seems to be such where we'll enjoy our time the most if we have some sort of adventure, and if we have some place to call home. It seems that if we're too adventurous, and we don't have roots, you know, we we miss something. But if we're too homebound, and we never take any sort of adventure, then we become insular and xenophobic even. And I point that out in chapter two and talk about all the ways in which I mean Lord of the Rings starts off with a gossip session about how hobbits in Bywater and Hobbiton think that people are hobbits. And Buckland, which is like, I don't know, 50 to 100 miles away only are just these most strange, bizarre, they talk all sorts of shit about them. So they're very closed off. And and in order to break free from that we need hobbits that are extraordinary, like Sam and Merry and Pippin and Frodo and even Bilbo, your most favorite habit. But it's it's in that breaking out of their own tribes, so to speak, that they see that elves and dwarves and men aren't, aren't what we think. Right? That we don't have to be afraid of them. And we don't I mean, they could be friendly, they can be just like us, in many ways, different but just like us in many ways. So the practical application of that is you no contact hypothesis and the people we hate, we need to we need to be in contact with we need to see that there is a human being or a hobbit on the other side of that person that we presuppose is really this horrible, you know, creature. Yeah. But in order to break free from that, we need to have some sort of adventure, we need to step outside of our little tiny tribe.

Seth Price 29:25

Yeah. So how does one then stay away from the siren song that is the seducing nature of insular thought. Like, if you're a Hobbit or human, where you're like, Yeah, but this feels I like my echo chamber. And I'm really good at being here. And I have a place here. And I know where it is, like, how do you resist that siren song?

Matthew Distefano 29:51

That's a good question. I think that could be one of the most difficult questions to answer because it seems stuff that I don't want to say I don't want to fall for the trap of saying in this day and age, we've always done this. It's just that this day and age has kind of bred what we already are. So social media, we the algorithm, the algorithms feed. Our our people are messaging me, don't they know I'm on

Seth Price 30:21

Seth's show? I don't think

Matthew Distefano 30:25

they need to know. Especially media in this day and age that it feeds what's already there. And it kind of builds this echo chamber for us, though, we would find a way to, you know, I mean, Tolkien obviously wrote these before social media and the internet. So there was something to the fact that many of us do stay in our own little tribe, and it's very comfortable. And the breaking out is is really difficult. I think the biggest way we do that is with the help of others. So if we are homophobic, and our kid comes out gay, we're we're forced to make a choice of, it's going to be an adventure of sorts, because you're going to have to wrestle with this thing. And the sad part is that many times we resist opening up our boxes, and then we demonize our own children, and especially in the church, kicking out LGBTQ folks and kids into the streets. And so there's a huge risk in and all that, but I think just it's probably like a 10 pronged answer. I mean, we need better education, we need to read more books, we need to take seriously the fact that we don't even know what we don't know. So if you're talking like theology, and someone you've mentioned black liberation theology for the first time, and you're like, why does that even matter? Well, you can't answer that question. So you listen to the person who's talking about it. And then hopefully, you'll see I mean, so it how we get out of that? I don't know.

Seth Price 32:13

Yeah,

Matthew Distefano 32:14

you read my book and realize how wonderful Middle Earth is. Even though the shower is wonderful to you realize how wonderful Middle Earth is as well. And you, you won't know what you're missing. And so you go out and see Oh, Rivendale is wonderful. Or, you know, there's it's scary to Yeah, but you know, it's

Seth Price 32:33

Yeah, yeah, what does? What does Empire work look like? For Hobbiton?

Matthew Distefano 32:42

Oh, it's, there's, it's not I mean, Empire would be, like a silly phrase to use or word to use. They're very. So hobbits have a Thane and a sheriff. And the Thane is more like the Queen of England. Now. It's kind of just the novelty, there's not really any real power in there. The sheriff is kind of a de facto police force, but mainly like, just delivering the mail and squashing, like maybe most disputes or, or taking care of family to family. They're very, I don't want to say anarchist, because they certainly, they certainly do well, when a king of the whole region is, you know, on their side, you know, protecting and everything. So they would support a monarchy in a way, though, internally in the Shire, there, there's no so I mean, there's no such thing. It's um, it's a very laissez faire type of situation going on there.

Seth Price 33:54

And so the thing basically owns most of the property, and then gets all that tax credit from it.

Matthew Distefano 34:02

If I don't think the thing owns any of the property, you just said

Seth Price 34:06

like the Queen of England, I just wanted to make the you know, the proper Oh, yeah. Yeah, why not? Okay, well.

Matthew Distefano 34:14

But in terms of like, not actually doing much, nothing is kind of just, you know, yeah, well,

Seth Price 34:20

they make the rounds, you know, shake hands, kiss babies. Yeah, do the things. So, putting oneself in a mindset of a habit. What would that type of a person stand to gain from, I guess, transporting their mindset into the world that we live in now? Like, what is there to be gleaned? That is good. From living like a hobbit now from living the way you and I do in the world that we are, if the inverse was the same, say someone is a hobbit writing a book about the world that you live in Matthew, and they're like, yeah, the wisdom of humans. What would they bring back?

Matthew Distefano 34:59

I think that? Wow, that's a great question. I would hope that they would encourage one another. Like we were talking about to step outside of their own little world, still love it and to still cherish it, but to step outside. And I would hope, though, I think we'd fail because we fail at this, I would help that because hobbits hated industrialization. I guess I wished or I'd hoped that the hobbits would find the humans who are doing a more ecologically minded type of industrialization. Though I think humans do fail at that as well.

Seth Price 35:48

I'm not sure how to do ecologically minded industrialization does that I feels like an oxymoron.

Matthew Distefano 35:55

Yeah, I mean, but I think there can be I think there's companies who create products on a bigger scale who have respect for the globe, though. I don't think they're the biggest companies and corporations but I would you know, I there's got to be companies that I know. I mean, like clean canteen is a local canteen company that is gotten pretty huge, and they ship worldwide. But they have a very aggressive ecological focus. So you know, this isn't clean canteen. But you know these big canteens? Yeah. So I know, it can be done, though. You know, like I said, I think hobbits would run into humans who predominantly fail at that. So I guess that doesn't answer your question. I, honestly, you know, I'm a cynic. So, I love human he, I love humanity. And I told like most humans and sad. I mean, maybe they'd be like, Oh, they got some cool cars, they can fly. That's cool. They went to Mars and flew into a disc shaped rocket. Maybe that's cool. But I don't think they would think that's cool. at all I

Seth Price 37:13

did have been paid for on the back of books. So basically, Lord of the Rings, finance, probably 3% of that,

Matthew Distefano 37:21

with how many books they sell. Yeah, I know, I didn't finance much of it.

Seth Price 37:26

Yeah, in some small shape and form. Yeah, JRR, Tolkien helped fly a penis rocket into into outer space. And like a

Matthew Distefano 37:35

you write that book, I'm gonna stick with my I'm not writing that book.

Seth Price 37:40

Because I don't know how to title that. Do you remember like last year, I had all those weird ad breaks, like he would just randomly be something, we're not doing that. Instead, I thought I'd do this, I need your help. If you're able to head on over to the website for the show, there are two things that you can do. One is you head over the website, you click the Patreon button or support button, I forget what I call it. And you jump in there, those people helped make the show a thing so that you can listen to it right now, to the easier one, you could just leave a rating and a review on the podcast app of choice that you currently use. Either one of those is fine. But I would love it if you would do either one, specifically the rating and reviewing it's an exponential thing, that the algorithms pick it up. And that's just math. It's just compounding on top of it. So anyway, all that to say, that was it. That was the ad break. And now we're going to get back into it. So what has been the biggest change for the way that you kind of see faith and religion as you've been working your way through the wisdom of hobbits?

Matthew Distefano 38:56

Seeing, seeing God and seeing all the mystery and complexity that we talked about God and theology is just so simple in like, tending to a garden. I mean, like if God is everywhere God is in the garden. And so how more like intimate can you get than putting your hands in the dirt and growing something? I think that the biggest takeaway, the biggest thing I think of when I'm thinking of hobbits is just there too, talking to actually describes it as they have like an ability to disappear in the landscape because of their magical relationship with the earth. And I know that's some like deep hippie shit, but I appreciate that and I've I don't know I don't do church. I don't do prayer. But I think that the the closest I would ever get is listening to you know, some nice music While in the garden on a on a nice day planting or harvesting, or fertilizing or doing whatever I'm doing to me, like, that's way closer to church and way closer to God than I ever got leading worship playing those Hillsong songs.

Seth Price 40:18

If you don't, I mean, well, you don't like E minor seven. So, I mean,

Matthew Distefano 40:23

I did I liked like, I liked one of their songs, maybe the we played a lot of the Hillsong songs do they

Seth Price 40:29

all do? All the justice? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So when I think of hobbits, and you can, you don't have to agree with me, because that's the nice thing about what I think I, I see them as fearful beings, like, constantly terrified of everything, because everything is new, like even reading through the Hobbit, like every experience is like, terrifying. Like, I'm thinking like a five year old on roller coasters you don't belong on like, every one of them is terrifying. And I think that that fits well, with the world that we live in. Like, everything seems to be marginally terrifying. I mean, quite literally, their two countries that yesterday could get fuel for, for themselves, and today, they can't. That's terrifying. You know, like, I could throw out so many examples, right? What do we have to gain from the way that a hobbit type person approaches fear, anxiety, trauma? Like, what could we glean from that and apply for ourselves now?

Matthew Distefano 41:39

Well, I think we would have to focus on certain hobbits who are able to move through that, like, my favorite, my favorite character, Sam. Sam is the epitome of fearful like he's afraid of everything. And this isn't in the book when he but in the movies, he's like, this is the farthest I've ever gotten away from the Shire.

Seth Price 41:57

Right here, and he does stop. He's like, right, I just, I don't want to like why did you stop? Well, because that blade of grass right there?

Matthew Distefano 42:05

Yeah, yeah. I don't remember that. Being in the books. I know. It's not actually but I don't know. But no, it isn't. But but the point of that is like, um, yeah, it's Sam goes from this very scared gardener, who has like, ideas of lysine elves, and all this kind of stuff. To, you know, be known as Sam was the brave, you know, the one who carries Frodo up the mountain when Frodo couldn't, you know, make it the one who rescues Frodo from Kiriath own goal after he's, you know, after Sheila gets to him, and then orcs. So I think that as like the archetype that they go from being like the most, like you said, scared, fearful type of creature, being raised, whatever you want to say, to, if they can get, if they can get through it, we can, too. We can, if they can push through that to a place where they confront their fears, and we can too. And I think that's a good lesson to take away. What's interesting is a lot of the hobbits that are left in the Shire, when they come back after a year of journey into Mordor and back. They're exactly the same as when when they left I mean, the scouring of the Shire happens, but many I mean, many of the habits are just the same that you know, they have they haven't changed in a whole year. In fact, many of them sided with Solomon. And you know, if, for those who have just watched the movies, they don't just come back to the Shire and everything's happy. I mean, the scar the Shire has been like raised, the trees have been cut down. So on doesn't spoiler alert, so Armand doesn't die in the two towers. He and with the help of a bunch of hobbits, like destroy the Shire. So many of them. I don't

Seth Price 43:59

remember that. It has been a tremendously long time since Jackson leaves all of that out. Well, I haven't read that movie. I've read that movie. You can't read a movie, have a watch that movie, he read the script. I don't want to do that. I did not.

Matthew Distefano 44:16

I think the point the point is, is that the only hobbits that really changed are the ones that that face their fears and stuff, but I mean, Frodo was very fearful as well. And you know, there's there's a great line to like Bilbo before he goes on his adventure. He's like, he's, he's like, Absolutely not. I'm not going with these dwarves. And then it says something took ish rose up in him. And you know, Paragon took comes from a family of brave hobbits the old took the story goes that he chopped the head off a goblin and it went 100 yards and that's how they develop that's how they invented golf. There's something within the hobbits that they they're very fearful to begin with, but they can overcome it. And I mean that again, I'm working toward this, like I I see Ukraine and Russia and climate change and like scared shitless. And rightfully so like, there's like, Oh, yeah. You know, World War Three might happen. Yeah, we're not. When we might use nuclear weapons, you're like, Jesus Christ, like that is terrifying.

Seth Price 45:23

Yeah, the amount of times that that comes up in adult conversation in a real way. And both of us at the end of the night like, not you and I necessarily, but even like at work, and I'll be like, yeah, and the other was like, yeah. And then we're just like, yeah, so you want to, I mean, you want to buy this house? Like, I'll, I'll figure out how to lend you the money. I mean, might as well, because I don't know. I get just it's just such a weird world. Very weird. Yeah. So want to be respectful of your time. And I will say, I've enjoyed this, mostly because I like flying by the seat of my pants on on something that I like, I just, they're more fun conversations. I have no idea how you feel when you're doing an episode. But I really enjoy everything on the fly.

Matthew Distefano 46:05

Well, you you ask great questions. So you've really made me think. Well, I normally don't like to do that. I just like to

Seth Price 46:14

I don't like to think I just want to write my satire garden. Leave me the hell alone. It's when the garden right. So I asked this if everyone although I think the last time you were on I probably did not ask you. It's been in the last few years. So when you try to put words around whatever the divine God, I don't care what word you want to use. They're like, what is that?

Matthew Distefano 46:40

That's a small question.

Seth Price 46:41

Right? Just small, tiny, like question to end with.

Matthew Distefano 46:46

I've been really wrestling with that. lately. I'd say in the past year, especially. I sort of now see God as my pure potential in which all reality can like flow into. So if Does that make sense? Probably not. I don't I don't believe in a personal God that I can talk to any longer. I don't believe even necessarily so much. It's tough because if God has a will or a personality, I just don't have any experience of that. I only have an end if I do have an experience of it. I can't indice, I can't find where it's indistinguishable from me at the core of my best, because I certainly have a will. That's not great. But I feel like when I'm like in line with being empathetic and compassionate, I don't find that that's just indistinguishable from my own will rightly oriented toward goodness. So I I I don't know if I care anymore.

Seth Price 48:17

Is that bad for a? No, it's fine. We like to say that a church can I say this at church certainly can. Honestly though, I

Matthew Distefano 48:24

don't know if I care about theology in that way. I care about being a good human and being loving and compassionate and empathetic. And I care about the world in which I live. And I think that the question of God becomes almost like too abstract for me to care any longer.

Seth Price 48:46

Yeah, no. Fine answer. I'll tell you why. I asked that question after I'm done recording. Because there is a method to that madness. So the books out whenever it's out Who knows when it's out? Because I don't know how I've never written a book. I've had thoughts I've should write a book and then you realize that it's more work than I want to do and Washington says you watch Netflix instead.

Matthew Distefano 49:11

Still Netflix and chill?

Seth Price 49:12

I don't I Netflix in sleep. Like I literally turned it on. Although I've been in this is a guilty pleasure, although I'm enjoying it less and less. But I've been started so Top Gun is back on there. And I don't know why but I've really liked that movie. I've been I think I think I realized it on I was watching it on my lunch break today. Is it the homoerotic undertones? No. It's the jets like I enjoy watching the jets and I actually thought about it on on my way home from work today as like why am I enjoying this movie so much? Because I am not. The story is pretty crappy. I'm not a big fan of a lot of what happens in it. But I used to go to like air shows out where I'm from in Midland and Odessa, Texas, and there was like B 52 bombers that would fly in and like like professional I would call them athletes like those fighter pilots that are sustaining like 910 Eight whatever G's and doing his acrobatic like something about that. Like, I'm like, Man, that is freaking amazing that one a human can withstand it, but to we built machines that can do it. And yeah, it's just a little bit in the movie, you know where they're doing the dog fights and I think it's that is what I like. And it doesn't matter. I don't even know why I brought that up. Oh, Netflix and chill. It's your fault. So you do a lot of things on the, in the globe. Where do you want people to go to engage into the things that that you happen to be doing?

Matthew Distefano 50:37

Oh, well, you know, social media is fine. My website is all set. free.com and all of my social media handles are just on a little icon because you know, I have a web guy who's good at his job. Yeah, everything is like linked through there all the books are there the podcasts are there.

Seth Price 50:54

Yeah, speaking of social media, I meant to ask you this and I didn't what would be the social media of choice from the choices that you have today for for a habit?

Matthew Distefano 51:05

Oh, the social media of choice or a habit? Yeah.

Seth Price 51:07

Of the ones that we have today. You know, everything from you know Tik Tok to Facebook's Yeah, what would be the one where you're like, Yeah, this is my jam.

Matthew Distefano 51:14

I just can't imagine one tick tock. is Pinterest social media. I just be paying pinning recipes to second for food.

Seth Price 51:24

Yeah, fair enough. I think it counts as a social media. I think it is. I

Matthew Distefano 51:27

would the first one that popped into my head would be Pinterest.

Seth Price 51:31

That's not a word that I thought of in a long time. Pinterest,

Matthew Distefano 51:34

maybe a maybe a very small group and on Facebook group.

Seth Price 51:41

It's a ridiculous. Like I was seriously considering it.

Matthew Distefano 51:45

I'm very I'm serious, very serious about this. Pippin in would probably have a really idiotic Twitter account. I'm gonna guess. We'll have a talk or something.

Seth Price 52:00

Either way, I like to end on laughter. With that. I'll give you back your evening. Thank you, man. I really appreciate and I look forward to reading the book because I do like those characters. And I like that world.

Matthew Distefano 52:13

My goal in the book is to make the world like, even more likeable for those who aren't huge fans like I am. Yeah, or huge nerds, as my wife says, as she rolls her eyes as buddies

Seth Price 52:26

raise a nerd about something. Just everybody's heard about something like I've watched people spew out fantasy football and fantasy baseball facts. And I'm like, why are you doing fantasy baseball? It's already a 300 game season. It's not but it might as well but like, what do you come on? Yeah,

Matthew Distefano 52:40

well, it's it's funny that the the, the people who made fun of the nerds now have like the most nerdiest thing, which is fantasy sports. Yeah. That's like, Yeah, okay. Well, I like sports, too. But just admit here. We're all nerds.

Seth Price 52:54

Yeah, yeah. With that. Good, good. Good. Well, thank you again, man. Appreciate it. Yeah, thanks. Now, I haven't added it up. But there are hundreds of 1000s, if not millions of podcasts on the internet. And I am humbled that you continue to download this one. This is your first time here. Please know that there are transcripts of these shows. Not always in real time, but I do my best. And if you go back in the logs, you can find transcripts for pretty much any episode that you'd like the show is recorded and edited by me, but it is produced by the patreon supporters of the show. That is one of the best if not the best way that you can support the show. If you get anything at all out of these episodes, if you think on them, or if you you know, you're out and about and you tell your friends about it or Hey, mom, dad, brother, sister, friend, boss, Pastor, here's what I heard. What are your thoughts on that? If this is helping you in any way, and it is helping me consider supporting the show in that manner. It is extremely inexpensive, but collectively, it is so very much helpful for you. I pray that you are blessed. You know that you're cherished and beloved. We'll talk soon

Truth's Table with Ekemini Uwan / Transcript

Note: Can I Say This at Church is produced for audio listening. If able, I strongly encourage you to listen to the audio, which has inflection, emotion, sarcasm where applicable, and emphasis for points that may not come across well in written word. This transcript is generated using a combination of my ears and software, and may contain errors. Please check the episode for clarity before quoting in print.


Ekemini Uwan 0:00

I mean back in 2018, before this recent or more modern movement toward deconstruction, and I guess decolonization is what some people, you know, they use some people use the term synonymous synonymously. I don't know, I see them as two different projects, which is why I put forth a different framework for how to approach decolonize discipleship, which is like I'm just really calling us to disentangle the Christian faith, the Eastern Christian faith, from the sinful mechanisms and additives of American Christianity, and those trappings that are in sneering many people and are really a stumbling block to a lot of people. Rightfully so. You know, so to me, I felt it was important to be able to say like, No, this is legitimate, or fake the pains or hurts the things that you're witnessing. They're legitimate budget, you know, but don't don't forsake Jesus, you know, don't throw away the face, you know, behind these things there is you can get to the other side

Seth Price 1:14

we are steadfast, just as wide as catastrophe. Hello, hello, hello. Welcome back to the show. I'm Seth. This is the can I say this at church podcast, we're here we are doing it. My apologies for missing last week, there was a lot going on. And I won't get into all of that. We all know how life is sometimes. And so anyway, that is where we are at now. I have a good episode for you this week. So it Kimani from truth table podcast is on the show. Now she and her co hosts have written a book and I will tell you so it is this month's patron book that is going out. And yeah, it is very, very good. And so we talked briefly about some of the chapters that she wrote, she wrote four chapters in that book there. And yeah, really enjoyed my time with her. And so with that said, without any further rambling from me, let's rock and roll.

To the hills, from whence comes my house. Welcome to the podcast. I'm glad that you're here. I'm sorry that I could not bring your co authors and CO hosts with you. via my my calendar keeps moving. We were talking to submitted to go with whatever little league and my three children's extracurricular activities and or school decides to say is more important than the rest of the world. So I apologize. But Good morning, and welcome to the show.

Ekemini Uwan 3:15

Thank you glad to have to be here.

Seth Price 3:18

See, see. See, that's the old habits. Because that's Yeah, glad. So a couple questions just to kind of frame you. So when you try to say here's what in the company is, what is that? Like? Who and what is that?

Ekemini Uwan 3:36

What Yeah, so I'm a public theologian. But most importantly, I'm a child of God. And I see myself as a servant of the Lord more specifically a public servant of the Lord and so so yeah, so I do a lot of God talk in public and from the truth table podcast and now we choose Table Book black woman's musings on life love and liberation, where now I'm officially an author. But also a writer is written for the Atlantic, Washington Post's Hallmark mahogany. I'm a contributing writing writer there. And also, I've been on the Racial Justice Commission for the Aspen Institute. So I work in a lot of different states versus secular non secular. Yeah, proclaiming

Seth Price 4:27

the gospel. I knew most of those though. I'm curious, what is the hallmark thing like is that because there's a channel and there's cards and I'm sure there's other things that Hallmark does.

Ekemini Uwan 4:36

Yeah. newly developed writing community that they started the beginning of this one. Oh, wait. Well, I guess toward the end of last year is when they started it, actually. Yeah, so that's a brand new, you know, hub for them.

Seth Price 4:49

That's fun. I did not know they did that. Huh? Yeah. So I know how much work doing a podcast is because I do this one by myself. So So how do you jump from podcasting? Actually, why do you even do podcasting? I guess it's better question, because that's always the question that I enjoy answering for people. And then sometimes I realized, shoot 20 minutes later, what are we talking about? Kind of how did you get into that? And then why pivot into authoring a book and in the book is, it's going so you don't know this. And I haven't told your co hosts either. I send a book out to a few patrons, subscribers of the of the show each month. And so this book is next month's book. Thank you. Yeah. It's not a tremendous amount of humans. But I do find it a tremendously powerful book. But yeah, so how do you get into podcasting and then pivot that into like, Why? Why that's a lot of work. Like just a lot. On top of all the other things that you said you do.

Ekemini Uwan 5:45

Yeah, it's a lot of work. Podcasting is definitely a full time job. I'd love to be paid full time for that. Nobody's listening.

Seth Price 5:52

Where's the line for that? I'll get in that line.

Ekemini Uwan 5:54

Exactly. You know, yeah. I, well, honestly, when we started podcasting, none of us were really podcast listeners. Step one, step two, we didn't know what we were getting into. We were just like, Okay, we'll show up about things and go on our merry way. Like, wait, no, wait, hold on. This is a business. What do we do?

Seth Price 6:20

We have to pay taxes, I have to pay

Ekemini Uwan 6:26

more than we bargained for. And so initially, what happened, how to say boy even came to be was that the producer for Pastor Mike, bow, your reached out to me and said, hey, you know, we were in St. Louis at a conference together. And he was like, you should have a podcast, you know, and I was like, I don't know, if I want to carry a show by myself, you know, much, Todd's much opportunity for sin. So I was like, I don't know, if I really want to do that. And I just don't really like the spotlight on me. Too much. Honestly, I don't want to I never wanted to be able to see myself. I think sometimes people end up building their own kingdoms. I know. And they find themselves in a one sided competition with God. And so I'm like, I don't want to do that. And so he was like, Well, what about if you Michelle and Christina started a podcast. And I was like, we started a group chat a couple months ago. And and that's been really fun and cool. And so I just asked them, Hey, would you guys want to start this? Would you want to do

Seth Price 7:30

a podcast? Which one of us editing it? Because it's not me? Right? And I was like, well,

Ekemini Uwan 7:37

we didn't even know about any any of that. I'm telling you. We were really like, a like, I don't know, we had no clue we really didn't know. So they both came back with a yes. And so we're like, okay, and Bo was the one that was like, well, we'll produce it and take care of everything. You know, okay, on the back end, I was like, great, because they don't take care of the back end. And don't you said, because we're not editing. We absolutely produce we're over production. But the direction of the show the top of the series, that's what choose us all choose Table to name all of us the creative content, but technical,

Seth Price 8:12

I hand them a file, and then it comes out on the internet somewhere. Yeah.

Ekemini Uwan 8:16

That's it. I knew the show notes do on us. So anyway, that's how choose Table podcast came to be we came up with the name came up with a tagline. And then through the success of the podcast, we've been the we've been podcasting for five years. And we're now on our sixth season, about this. In 2019, we were approached, I was approached by Penguin Random House to write a book by an editor there and I said, Okay, I had I had a, I have a book idea, you know, but as I'm not ready, it's just still germinating pretty much. And she was like, Well, what about a book for truth table, and we have been approached by a couple of other publishers to do a truce to book but the money just wasn't there. There's three of us. So the money has to be, you know, at least sufficient enough for us to say no to certain gigs in order for us to say yes to this. And so um, so we did sign with Penguin, a while the pandemic began, and everything was shut down. We were accustomed to traveling all the time to speak to do to stabilize to do a whole bunch of a whole host of things, if you will, in the before times, and this is the time, you know, to write the book, maybe we'll have more time. We didn't we all thought we were gonna have more time. That didn't happen. Anyway, we didn't know in summer 2020. And now we're here with a whole book. Now, where's right here is

Seth Price 9:42

I am jealous of that physical copy. You don't know this about me, but I don't talk to an author about what we're talking about unless I've read every word that they wrote about what we're talking about, because I find that disrespectful to your time to come in here with some stupid quiet, not stupid questions. That's the wrong way to say that. I want to have the same energy You poured like you bled things out onto the page. And so I would like to at least look at that blood before we, before we talk about it. Yeah. But my wife gets mad if I could turn my camera to. So to the left of me, there's a bookshelf full of books, many of them I purchased a lot of them I didn't. And then to the right of me, there's four stacks of books that are as tall as my six year old and my wife's like, Stopstopstop. So I only now ask for the digital books, because then I can hide. I can hide that, that guilt and that shame of

Ekemini Uwan 10:32

that's so funny.

Seth Price 10:33

Yeah. So would you wrote four chapters in this book? Right? Yes. 434?

Ekemini Uwan 10:39

Yeah, there's three of us. So we each wrote four chapters. Yeah.

Seth Price 10:43

Yeah. So just at a high level. So the book is called truth tables. Black Women's musings, the rest is memorized. And I don't have it fill it in for me. Love and liberation. That's it. Yes. Life love. Yes. Yes. Did you all kind of work in one massive Google document? Or did you, you know, just write what was on your mind. Here's what's what happened. And here's what we're talking about. And then we come back. And there's some magic happens with the Spirit. And you're like, Yes, see how these all go together? And I asked that, because I asked the same question of every single human that's on the show. And at the end of the year, I edit those into something else. I assign everybody's answer a number. And then I have my kids pick the numbers. And oddly enough, it always tells a story. And I have nothing to do with that. And it is amazing. And that will make more sense at the end of the episode when I ask you that question. So I'm always fun when there's a collaboration of sorts, I always find that fun. So kind of how does that work? For you?

Ekemini Uwan 11:39

Yeah, so um, it's, yeah, so So what we did was for the book proposal, did the proposal when it's time to put in our chapters, I simply was like, Well, you know, we each, we just don't have time to micromanage each other, we trust each other, you know, we trust each other to do to stay in our lane of expertise and do what we do. And so I literally put in my chapters, Christina put in her chapters and chapter summaries, and Michelle put in hers. And that's really what that was, then when it was time to write rewrote, you know, you know, in, in isolation, and that we didn't have a shared Google Doc, like, Okay, here's my section for my chapters in yours. No, it was like, Okay, write your chapters, let's get it in for the deadline and submit it straight to the editor. So none of us saw each other chapters through the process. So we didn't know really the content of what any, any either of us had written besides like little screenshots, like a one little organism, put this in the book, and you know, things like that, but none of us read each other's chapters before editorial, the editorial process, our editor, got the chapters and then we came together when it was time to edit the book we want to get, we wanted to go to New York to edit the book in person together just around the table. But because of at that juncture in the pandemic, we still didn't have vaccines yet. So we need to do that. Yeah, it's urges and which are just happening right now. So we're okay, let's just do it on Zoom. So we all edit it, read it, read our book aloud. One by one, and just read it. Okay, stop. Say that again. rework that dude. Oh, like, yeah, literally, that's how we got there to save a book came to be and so yeah, there was a lot of trust in that process. Because yeah, we did not read each other's chapters before need to rewrite this or do another topic. And that's not the case. Well, you have no, gonna work with that. So

Seth Price 13:39

that's Yeah, yeah, no, I like that. So of the four chapters, I know which one is the hardest to write? Because I think you say so at the beginning of the episode is the chapter on colorism. I'm curious which one just kind of naturally flowed out, though, of the four that you wrote where you're like, yes, yes, absolutely. I've been trying to say this for four years. And I'm glad that you letting me like, which is the one?

Ekemini Uwan 14:00

Yeah, that's a good question. Yeah. I have to think about Yeah. diaspore dreams, blackness is the image of God. It's a brand new one that has no, I'm not building off of anything. Prior to this is like fresh and have been something I've been thinking about, you know, for years, so. But I knew I had somewhat of a direction in which I wanted to go and things I want to talk about. And so yeah, yeah. It's the find that the final chapter of the book actually,

Seth Price 14:31

it is actually so I have a couple questions on that chapter. So I have a couple questions from each of your chapters. Um, so in that chapter, you say there is no shortage of theologians who have proffered countless theories of what it means for human beings to be made in the image of God. Some say the image of God is functional, and that it is what we do and not necessarily who we are. And so I think when people say the image of God, they usually are using it as at least the way that I was raised. that humans have superiority over everything. everything because I'm the image of God, I'm gonna dominate you, I got my dog here. That's not the image of God. Although How could that not be? That's what an unconditional love creature, however, like, can you talk to me a bit about the image of God and kind of how that weaves its way into the overall narrative of this book?

Ekemini Uwan 15:18

Oh, yeah, well, yeah, I think um, even from the beginning, we know when the dedication is to black women who consider leaving a church when their Imago day was not enough, when they're embodied. Were how God made them in their embody blackness has been made to be despised, denigrated, maligned in a host of church spaces. Or, or, and not even just in a church, outside of the church, in America on the whole, and so talking about, you know, who we have been made to be how we have been created, from our features, to our mannerisms, you know, our way of speech, our way of life, all of those things reflect the image of God, all of those things. And we have a body, God chose us to put to create us in this beautiful black bodies. And so we're trying to uphold that. And so, and unless we are Gnostics, we are for her, that the flesh that God has created us in, that are embodied, this is a good thing. Not to say that we're perfect, we're not perfect, that's for sure. That's why we're being sanctified and being made more and more like Christ, but this is a progressive sanctification, but it's not linear. For sure. We go up we go down, that we plateau, you know, we have our we have our moments. But yeah, but I think that you see that throughout the chapters, you know, from the from the first page of the book that's not even page numbered, right? Because it's a it's quite literally that dedication to the end, you know, the book and talking about what what we don't know what will be like, in heaven, but we know that we will be like God, you know, know that we will have a body just like Jesus has a body now. interceding for us now let's do you believe that he raises Casper, the Friendly Ghost, which I think a lot of Christians actually do believe, don't seem to believe. He's embodied right now. He wrote do bodily resurrection. Rise to you know, so? I think in a lot of ways, I'm really just trying to get back to the basics and fundamentals of the face. Because I think in a lot of ways, there's a real profound biblical illiteracy, and just, I don't know, illiteracy with regard to just, or just the face overall, like, Y'all know, this is a tenant of faith. Do you remember that? Recall this to mind and let it bless you?

Seth Price 18:12

Yeah, yeah, this isn't in your book. But when you said the word gnostic, for some reason, I picture the current church, its unhealthiness in its body, and like, it's a body that has no purpose. Am I Am I bending that word in the wrong way? I do not know enough about theology to know if I am.

Ekemini Uwan 18:32

I wouldn't quite put it that way. I mean, I do think I do touch on it a little bit of nos. I think I'd make an allusion to it anyway, in, I think, decolonize establishment?

Seth Price 18:44

I think. So maybe that's why it's there, then, who knows? I'm always terrified with the amount of podcasts that I've done, that none of my thoughts are original anymore. And they probably aren't.

Ekemini Uwan 18:54

I would just say, you know, the church, you know, I'm Jesus died for the church, you know, and that, which is why I'm committed to the church, you know, and so, I think that the church is being perfected and being sanctified. And I do think that the American church, absolutely, God is gonna, you know, it is going to begin and is already beginning to, I guess, if you will begin to correct, you know, some of the, some of the corruption, you know, here and I think God that the American church, just not out the corner market, on the gospel. Church in America is the outer most parts of the earth, okay. So being able to locate ourselves in there as Westerners is really, really important. I think about the global big church and the invisible church. That's a church that God sees in the visible church is the church that we see, you know, it's God that's going to separate the sheep's from the good Oh, that's not my job to do what God called me to do. So when is my time? I can hear well done.

Seth Price 20:08

Yeah, amen on that. Yeah. So the first chapter of the book, so I was reading the book on vacation with my family. And, and because that's, you know that we were up in the mountains, I, we literally intended to go up into the mountains, we were in a log cabin, very minimal, like, we're not talking on the cell phone like there, you either have a cabin number, or you don't know where I am. And that's it. And we loved it. But it was amazing to kind of detach from everything for a while and just play games with my kids. And you know, you know, that kind of stuff. So I'm reading the first chapter, I literally set it down. I was like, wow, that was that was a kick to the mouth. Like I wasn't expecting that on colorism. Being that it's, the whole book is framed, like, we're writing this, not to a white man. Correct me if I'm wrong on that, but like, I'm not the intended audience. And so I was trying to read it with a lens of okay, well, what is this saying to me? And like I was not prepared for a chapter on colorism, because I think you're right. A lot of people don't talk about it. Or they talk around it without saying it. And because it's never named, it's not really a thing. So for those listening that haven't read the book, shame on you, but but also you couldn't have bought it until today. Anyway, so. So what is fair enough? So what is colorism like that? Just that as a whole. And then I also want to kind of talk about that bleach suffocation cream, because that's not a thing that I was, sadly, I was ignorant of that. And like I read it, and I was like, wait, what? I asked my wife and she's like, Yeah, that's a thing. I was like, Why, like that? Why? I'm suddenly like, what the hell? Like I just, you know, so can you talk to me a bit about that?

Ekemini Uwan 21:57

Yeah. Yeah, so yeah, colorism is well, I guess I can start with white supremacy is the why. The how of it. And what of it is that colorism is, you know, inter Well, let me say this way, it's interracial discrimination against people with darker skinned people in preference for people with lighter skin tones. And colorism is practice outside of interracial groups. And so this happens within black Latinx Asian communities, pretty much non white communities all over the globe, colorism is is a present reality. But it is also practiced by by white people outside of the group as well. And so will either confer benefits to lighter skinned people because of their proximity on the color spectrum, right, they're lighter. So they're a little bit closer, you know, in proximity with regard to skin tone, you know, to white people than, say a darker skinned woman like myself, and so they experience higher pay, they get lesser sentencing time when they interface with the criminal justice system. They have a better mate selection within the marriage pool are most likely to be married over against darker skin. Women. So it's a host of things that yeah, that that there are interpersonal and structural realities that come along with colorism.

Seth Price 23:39

Yeah. So what? And this is a question that you phrased in the book, but I like your answer. And so I'd like you to lean into that. What does our Bible actually have to say about colorism? Because you actually call it a part of Song of Songs or Song of Solomon? I'm not sure which one of those I'm supposed to say depends on the book that I have. The Bible that I have. I never read that part. Mostly because I grew up Baptist. So we don't talk about anything that could be not from Paul, if Paul didn't write it, then we're not talking about it. So maybe that's wrong. That's my shirt, but I feel like that's right. And we don't talk about Peter. James. It's Paul are the Gospels. That's all we get. That's That's it. So what does the Bible have to say about colorism?

Ekemini Uwan 24:22

Oh yeah, I think the Bible has to say a lot about it. It's absolutely a sin. Wicked. And it has been nailed to the cross and it will be cast into pits of hell hallelujah. But until then, until that full manifestation of that reality comes to play comes into play, of course, upon Christ's return. We have to do the work of dismantling this that structural wickedness, which is what colorism is or so just as we need to do that with white supremacy and racism, you know, Um, and sexism and misogyny and all those things, you know, we we have to do the work of naming it and then dismantling it and making repair for those things or for the for those ways that that that oppresses, you know, in this case

Seth Price 25:20

you got Do you remember like last year, I had all those weird ad breaks, like he would just randomly be something, we're not doing that instead, I thought I'd do this, I need your help. If you're able to head on over to the website for the show, there are two things that you can do. One is you head over the website, you click the Patreon button or support button, I forget what I call it. And you jump in there, those people helped make the show a thing so that you can listen to it right now, to the easier one, you could just leave a rating and a review on the podcast app of choice that you currently use. Either one of those is fine. But I would love it if you would do either one, specifically the rating and reviewing it's an exponential thing, that the algorithms pick it up and that's just math. It's just compounding on top of itself. Anyway, all that to say was it was the ad break. Now we're gonna get back into it. Going up beside the shots and we just decided on the sheet, got I understand why that's a thing because it's based upon an unrealistic. Here's what it is to be beautiful, which is absolutely ridiculous. Just absolutely ridiculous. But I want to talk about it less from a personal angle in the story that you tell in the book, which is heartbreaking. Like, I'm sorry that that ever happened to anyone. Because that can't that's not that can't just be your story. That's I'm sure that's millions of people's of story. But you talk about again in the diasporic chapter, the bleached, suffocation of Christ. And so how do those kind of conflate and for those listening like the what I'm talking about, as you tell the story in the chapter in the very first chapter of the Book of have a cream that you're like applying to your skin, that's changing the pigment of your skin, but only where you're applying it, which seems weird, which when you apply bleach to things that it's damaging, so I'll let people's imagination kind of run away with that, but But yeah, how is that related to the bleach suffocation of Christ?

Ekemini Uwan 27:34

Yeah, so yeah, I mean, when you think about the fact that I mean this, they're all interrelated. Even from colorism to decolonize, discipleship, even down to you know, the diaspora dreams chapter and then even if you were to go into the singleness one in a way that colorism you know also impacts my story of singleness you know, I talked about in the context discipleship cry the picture of white Jesus as a controlling image that's meant to make you despise who you are meant to make you think White is right. Black Black is not and so when you have an image a controlling image, that which is Patricia Hill Collins is language not my own, but I do say her in the book that's from black feminist thought, but you know, I yeah, I mean, you have that controlling image of, of white Jesus that that's from very early, and also different church spaces, including black church spaces, by the way. Um, you know, you haven't you have it makes you think that this gospel is actually not for you, which is how you know, how much of a miss a dangerous and diabolical miss that is, when you're talking about it Eastern, Eastern religion is out Afro Asiatic in nature, what in the world? Like, how can we ever think that this gospel is not for us as black people? But that is what you're made to think which is why there there's this echo and continual question about is Christianity the white man's religion? Because all you see is white Jesus and all you see is white angels are no, your your little picture book from when the Bible from your from when you're young, have all white characters till this day still, yeah, my niece has one of those and I haven't got to buy her a Bible that does not have that, but that's already implanting. You don't I mean, the seeds that let you know that white is right, and black is not and so if you have that type of mentality, you're internalizing that that's internalized racism that's internalized. And that's white supremacy, right there, you know, the normalization of whiteness over against everything else. So everything else is is everything else is other? Right? It's all your other and and so you begin to take those images in and you think, oh, white is right, clearly because even in my Bible, everybody's white, you know, false why But yeah, so then you begin to really, you take those messages in and then you look at the media. That's what you see. You just look at magazine. That's what you see. Especially if you're a black woman then you see on TV, I see black men. Well, why would what? Wow, like that is that's the way that that is the message that you're given. And so as a dark skinned black girl growing up in California, where you saw that all the time, I'm thinking I need to be lighter, you know, so that I can have the benefits and the privileges that you know what skin sisters have Yeah, when does add in the book that confirms

Seth Price 30:43

that's that's when I sat down the book, like, like that's, that's when I set it down. Because let me let me find the ad. I think I have the page number written down like like literally I was angry because I don't know where you got that. That looks like microfiche, but like for those listening like it, like here's, here's the ad break. So it says the nicest things that happened to girls with light, bright complexions, which is ridiculous. But then just even in the thing, has your phone quit ringing lately? Perhaps your complexions to blame? Like that's when I set the thing down? I'm like, Well, this is what this is. How was this? Like, how I'm so glad that I didn't? I don't know. I don't this not I can't I don't know how to put words to it. Like I'm so mad. I'm so mad, because it's just wrong. Like it's just I don't know, I'm very rarely speechless. I'm still mad about that stupid ad. I don't think I would have been as mad if the ad wasn't in there. And I'm blaming this on you or your or you

Ekemini Uwan 31:39

put that in there because I wanted people to know because I think oftentimes conversation of colorism without resorting to gaslighting it's in your head. You're making it up? No. Here's the data. Yeah. Just add your the numbers. His stats. I'm not making we're not making it up. Yeah, this is.

Seth Price 31:55

Yeah. What does that add in? Like, where did that come from?

Ekemini Uwan 31:59

Natadola. That was probably in all Ebony's jets, probably all those magazines. But this one was from the African American Institute of Historical Studies, I believe. Where Yeah, there was that website that kind of archives. There was an article on there about colorism within there, but it's not the first time I've seen those ads me.

Seth Price 32:25

Oh, it was for me. I'm still mad about it. Yeah, yeah. So what is it to be a truth teller? I mean, you got a table, right? You built this table? You didn't build the table? I don't know how I'm gonna break this metaphor in a minute. What is it to tell the truth? Like to be a truth teller?

Ekemini Uwan 32:43

Yeah, yeah, I think, to be a truth teller is to be a lover of truth, first and foremost. truth about ourselves, the truth about ourselves in relation to God, and the truth about ourselves in relation to one another. And I think that we have to love truth above all else, even when the truth cuts us. Even when it doesn't, it doesn't make us look too pretty. So we love the truth when we know when we're being lauded, praise die. But we don't want the truth. When somebody's telling us that was messed up. You need to confess your sin, and you need to repent and turn. Well, all of a sudden, we can't hear anything. Oh, no. I don't know if I like that true. I'm not sure you're seeing that. Right. And so I think it's first and foremost, you have to be able to love truth, I think for yourself, even when it's hard to receive. And then you know, and then out of that place you you tell the truth to others, but as a outworking of love, not as a weapon. Used to lord it over other people or to harm other people. But just to tell them, this is the way you need to go walk in it. Because God has better for you. Yeah. It comes with a lot of comes at a great cost, let's say.

Seth Price 34:07

Yeah, so there's a part where you tell a joke in here of a website, which is not it's spelt out in a weird way. Maybe it's just the art coffee that happened. It's a hot mess.com. And you're talking about it in that first chapter. Yeah, so I went to that. And, and it's not it's available. Like, you could you could buy it again. Like you could buy that website. So what would you do with that website? Like you get off this and you're like, Oh, I'm taking that. I want that. Like, what are you going to do with that website? That's so funny that you went to the website. I just wanted to see I did the who is I'm like, Hey, she had this. I'm gonna tell her.

Ekemini Uwan 34:40

Oh, yeah. Oh, God. I don't know. What is not a hot mess. Elon Musk buying Twitter. That's a hot mess.

Seth Price 34:50

I don't know what to do with that.

Ekemini Uwan 34:52

It's more than that. It's actually it's very dangerous. Actually. It's happening. There's a lot I mean, there's just a lot. I don't even know I just get this I, honestly.

Seth Price 35:05

Well, I read it, and I was like, I wonder if that's even available. I was like, Hey, it is. So I feel like I had to tell you, because money domains are cheap, you know, just just get that sit on it, do whatever you want to do with it later.

Ekemini Uwan 35:18

That's what I would rather, you know, go to joyful things that was a black joy site or something. There's enough messing around, I don't even want to dwell on.

Seth Price 35:32

Um, so in the chapter on decolonizing, discipleship, which those two words by themselves probably need to be broken apart, which you do in the chapter, but you say, if I'm being honest, I become increasingly concerned with the way that our people are leaving the faith and thereby throwing out the burr reveal baby with baby out with the bathwater, due to legitimate racial trauma, hypocrisy, church hurt and spiritual abuse. And then the time has come long overdue for the church to implement decolonize discipleship. And I can say, I hear a lot of that. So I get a lot of emails from the show you talked about at the beginning, starting a podcast, not knowing what the heck you were doing. And I hear that, and all of a sudden, I think I'm also five or six years in, I get hundreds of emails a month, I have conversation with people that I probably should not be having, because I'm not a pastor, and I'm not trained in anything other than banking, to have any kind of conversations of merit with people, you know what I mean? And it becomes its own thing. And I don't know how to answer those questions. But I hear so many people saying, I'm out like, um, I'm just done with all of this. Like, I'm, I think you're right people just like I'm, I'm done. Another story came out, here we go. Julie, Roy's published another post. This person did another thing. This pastor did this, and I'm done. I'm just I'm sick of it. I'm done with it. I'm over with it. So what? What kind of is that to name that that decolonize discipleship, like, naming that? What is that? And kind of how does that work?

Ekemini Uwan 36:56

Yeah, so yeah. So I wrote this, a blog called the blog post called decolonize. Discipleship mean back in 2018, before this recent or more modern movement toward deconstruction. And I guess decolonization is what some people may know that some people use the term synonymous synonymously. I don't know I see them as two different projects, which is why I put forth a different framework for how to approach decolonize discipleship, which is like I'm just really calling us to disentangle the Christian faith, the Eastern Christian faith, from the sinful mechanisms and additives of American Christianity, and those trappings that are ensnaring many people, and are really a stumbling block to a lot of people, rightfully so. So, to me, I felt it was important to be able to say, like, No, this is legitimate, to fake the pains or hurts the things that you're witnessing. They're legitimate, legit, you know, but don't, don't forsake Jesus, you know, don't throw away the face, you know, behind these things there is you can get to the other side, you know, and I guess you could say, this is kind of like, here's how, like I to have experience, you know, some of these things, and I give, you know, those examples, you know, and host a variety of different spaces in which I've been in. So to me, it was important to be able to kind of thread that needle, so that people can see wow, there's another way Oh, like, don't run, don't run, don't go Jesus, you know, I'm saying, Yeah, you can a lot of when you're traumatized like that, you're subject to black and white thinking. And so you really just can't do nuance, because your brain is stuck. You know, so it's just like, it's all good or all bad. So it's like, no, there is another way. So that's why I had to name that the the racial trauma and the the fallout from the Trump regime. That's, that's really what the way you just have of what we're seeing now is, yeah, is the consequences. Yeah. Election.

Seth Price 39:11

So I'm curious. So you write in that same chapter on decolonizing, discipleship. Maybe I'm saying those backwards, you got a couple different things that humans should do, as they're evaluating how to wrestle with this. And so I'd like to read those questions. But more importantly, which is the one do you think is for you right now? Or if someone was reading this chapter, emails you and says, Hey, I need to wrestle and I need to do some work here. So the questions are so which one do you feel like is is where you should start and and I kind of will tell you where it is for me and maybe that's why maybe I'm wrestling with this actually. I'm certain that I'm I'm wrestling with this. So. So some of the questions that you should ask yourself, it says when your churches when you're evaluating, evaluating whether or not you're your church, is deriving their theology from Kingdom or empire? So some of those questions are does this theology call me to a deep love for God? That causes me to pursue holiness and radical love for my neighbor? does it benefit? Or does this theology cause me to benefit at the privilege at the expense of the marginalized? Does it call for good news for everyone, regardless of their racial or socio economic status, and then you go on, and I won't read them all. But then the one that hits the most for me is does this theology cause me to look in the mirror and marveled at God's handiwork instead of despising my reflection? And I don't even mean that in like a like, I'm a bald white dude. Like, I'm not the most attractive man, maybe I used to be when I had hair, but I'm not anymore. I don't even mean it that way. Like, I mean, like a soul level, like, now you're, you're right, where you need to be like, your, your whole, your beloved, your loved, you know? So have those questions. Which one do you think would be the one that you would respond back with? And say, Yeah, wrestle with this? Because this one is pivotal to the rest?

Ekemini Uwan 41:00

It's hard to say honestly, it kind of depends on who it is. Right? And depends on their social location, I think, you know, like, for that last one, like, you know, do you like who you see in the mirror? You know, like, Do you are you able to, and it really what I'm getting at for that person. And because it is this, I mean, this is the chapter that's probably a little bit more, that extends a little bit beyond the table, into the, into the standing section, room, if you will, and that's what we call the standing section, everybody that's not a black woman, a true symbol is our phantom truth, it was in a standing room section. And so I think that's, that's good at the fact that, you know, the ways in which we are taught to despise and to hate ourselves, and you know, and so it's like, man, like, which again, is that kind of like that controlling image of that, that Jesus and that whiteness? And like, what are you know, I don't do I do I? Do I love myself? Do Can I say that? I am good, like, right? And that my blackness is good. Can you say that? So depends on who, you know, is asking me? Or who is inquiring? And depends on their social location, and where they are, I think all of them are helpful diagnostic questions, to see where you're at, you know, and, and why, you know, why did you or where did you even begin to formulate? Or? Yeah, that, that thought around either theology or your church context? Or about yourself, you know, like, where did that start and, you know, causing people to really do some serious introspection, and soul searching, because I really can't give you the answers to that I can only only these are, these are questions meant for you and God to wrestle with and for you to take into your prayer closet. So even if a person was to email me, I'm like, I'm glad you're wrestling with that. I invite you to go and talk to God about that. One. And then I invite you to go and talk to your pastor about these things. Because I do think the, the this book, it provides as a holistic discipleship. But I just I do think it lends itself well, I'd say to the church to be able to talk about real things that people probably felt were off limits. Yeah. They felt like maybe God has nothing to say about these things, because they don't hear it spoken about,

Seth Price 43:22

quite literally, the reason the name of the show is the name of my show. That's quite literally the reason. Yeah. Yeah, I had a friend he lives over in Charlottesville. And he's like, Yeah, we don't want to talk. You know, you're not can't talk about these topics. Like you can't talk about homosexuality, or racism or money or politics. You can't talk about that stuff. At the church. I'm like, Oh, that's it. You gave it to me, Josh, I appreciate you. Thank you. Thank you for that. Yeah. Yeah. So I want to talk a bit about that standing room, because that's, that's where I'm at. I'm not at that table. I'm in that standing room. How long before you leave the standing room? And they're standing the waiting area there? And then what do you do afterwards?

Ekemini Uwan 44:05

Yeah, so um, yeah, for standing room section people. It's, it's, it's about supporting the table. I think that's one thing that, you know, it's one thing to say yeah, I support I love to see him I support him. But, but none of that, that support is not shown in tangible ways, whether that's through purchasing our book, right, supporting and actually reading that thoughts of black woman are reading us as credible sources, just like you read everybody else. And you see them as credible sources and you preorder immediately, right? Why when your favorite theologian whoever that is, most likely white male theologian drops a new book or has another book about prayer coming out, you know, okay, what is this person gonna tell me about prayer? But, but because you're sold out. On this reason, you're gonna buy the book, it doesn't even matter. I think That's, that's a tangible way. Obviously, there's also, there's, I mean, although we produce good content, and there's things that there's so many more things that we'd love to do, but we lack resources. And so, which we're grateful for our Patreon community, but I think the standing room section, what they can do is support the work of truth table. Yeah, literally, like $5 $10, or whatever, you know, to support the work of truth table, and the content that we that we produce, so that we can, you know, pay staff and, you know, and keep the work of the choose a few said, we're gonna pray out producers, you know, those things that keep the show going and apply what you're also reading, so not just take it in, as an intellectual exercise, which that's good. But also do the soul work of soul searching, I was searching your own soul, about these topics about these issues, and learning and asking God, how can I love black woman better? How can I better serve my neighbor? I did not know this. I did not know about colorism. That is heartbreaking is terrible. It's wicked, you know? So like, what does that mean? You know, in order to, or what does it look like to be an advocate, to be able to speak out when you see it? In action, or you see it in yourself, and to being able to check yourself as well, right and to check your check your, your associates in your, your, your business partners, right? And your your co workers when you hear them speaking up? You know, when it's time to speak up? That you know, so? So putting these things into practice in so many, there's so many different ways? Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Anyone can get involved.

Seth Price 46:49

Yeah, just a small aside, for those listening that have been listening to episodes for years. With me. I have never learned more than when I read a book from someone that is not a white male, quite literally. A lot of the shifts in my life have come from women in my life, people of color in my life. I was challenged by a quote from professors from Chun Ra. They basically say, Hey, if you feel like you're not in an echo chamber, just look at the books on the wall. And if you don't see anybody that is in a white guy, you're wrong. Like, I'm sorry, if you're upset about that, and that's a paraphrase of his quote, but you're just wrong. And I was wrong. Years ago, I still am wrong a lot of the time, just ask my kids and my wife and anyone else in my family. But I have never been stretched more profoundly than by people that don't look like me. And I think that's the way that it should be. Because that's, that's what it is to be in relationship with one another. Like, that's what it is to be a faith community together. I mean, I love my wife, and we don't agree on a lot of things. But I still learn from that. So just a small aside, you're right. And for those listening, she's right. So do something about it. So the question I like to ask everybody coming in is when you try to like wrap words around God, or the divine, or whatever adjective you want to put there now and they're like, what is that?

Ekemini Uwan 48:18

Okay. Yeah, yeah, God is hidden inside. Oh, yeah. God is just beyond beyond what our finite minds and my minds and imaginations can even hold or even contain. God is Bryce, holy. And I don't think that we emphasize God's holiness enough. And God's Three Penis. Yeah, yeah, God is thrice holy triune one God in three persons, you know, compassionate and abounding in love. And God is my friend. You know, God is my friend, Jesus is my friend. And I get to say that, and I'm grateful for the gift of being able to say that because I was Jesus was not always my friend, I was an enemy of God. You know, I'm very clear about that. That's about telling the truth. I was an enemy of God. And now I've been brought near and have become, yeah, have become a friend of God, and a co heir with Christ. So no matter what happens, no matter what opposition, you know, I face I know that at the end of the day, I have a place in God's house, and that my name is written in the Lamb's book of life. And honestly, that's everything. And that's all that matters. At the end of the day, we're living in such perilous times. We don't know when our lives will be done. mandate of us, you need to know that your name is written in the Lamb's book of life. And if you don't know, then you need to come to Jesus. And try, try Jesus and taste and see that God is good. And so that's what I would say about God.

Seth Price 50:19

Yeah, so see now I feel bad. I love that answer. But now I feel bad that I took that prayer time away from you this morning instead threw that on you in this similar time. Yeah, no, I like how open ended the question is, and that's what I edit all together. And it always ends up like, it's literally me saying, Hey, we made it to the end of the year. Here we go. And you don't hear another word for me. And so it ends up being like an hour and 20 minutes of just people speaking of what God is, and it is literally the most powerful hour of whatever the episodes are that like, I don't know why, like, It's magical. And it does, like it weaves a story where I'm like, oh, that sounds a lot like Luke. Like, I've heard that story before. Or Wow, that sounds a lot like a miss or what, you know what I mean? Like, I don't know, something is powerful. And I love it, that darn question and that answer so Alright, so people are listening in they're like, Yeah, I need to do something where where is it most effective for them to to buy the by the book to do the things to get on on on Elon Musk, his Twitter and support y'all whatever they need to do. I figured I would play right off of I don't know what that is, like, where do you want people to go to support what you're doing? And in support the table there?

Ekemini Uwan 51:29

Yeah. So yeah, there's a lot of different ways that you can support our work, obviously, primarily, we want you to, first and foremost by the book, table black woman's musings on life love and liberation. And then we because yeah, you get our thoughts there. And then you can always listen to our podcast, you know, truth table, black woman's musings on a wait a minute truth table Tuesday to our podcast, we've had a season six right now. And you can always support our work on Patreon that is helpful patreon.com/choose table that is how we are able to pay, you know, pay the walk, but pair Social Media Manager administrators, you know, our production team, and you'll get videos, you know, what, we have video episodes that we give to our patrons. So really watch us an app, you know, so they get to you to get a little something from us. You know, try to put in updates and things like that and there. And then we also myself and Christina, we after this season. It's just actually actually starting probably mid summer, just myself and Christina moving forward to stable and we did a podcast called Getting the word of truth table.

Seth Price 52:51

So second podcast, or

Ekemini Uwan 52:54

Yeah, we launched that one during in January, January one and so that's the daily Audio Bible podcast for you hear myself and Christina reading the Bible. You said Daily. Yeah, that was my Yep. So that was That's intense. Because it's like, Well, you always recorded so I had to do some I did a recording yesterday, I had to do some more recordings. Probably tomorrow. I

Seth Price 53:15

was anxious just now I got anxious for you. Daily Audio

Ekemini Uwan 53:19

Bible podcast is called Getting the word with truth table. And then of course, you can support us on our Patreon. That's another way to support our work because that is a labor of love. You know, it's been good getting in the word, but it is like daily is much different than weekly. And so yeah, you guys can support us that way. And so those are the ways to support us. But yes, please do buy. True stable. black woman's musings on life love and liberation by a couple copies, give them away as it is a type of book where I think it's like, because of the things that we're talking about. I do get a sense that it's the type of book you're gonna give away to some people when you're talking like, you need to read this. Yeah, you know, it's it's the kind of book that I have a sense that it's like, you're gonna have a hard time holding on to them like,

Seth Price 54:06

yeah, no, yeah. Yeah, I agree. I, I have another book like that. I keep buying copies and I keep giving it away. It's on professors from tongue RA and Mark Charles, his last book, I don't know if you're familiar with that book or not. On the the name of the book escapes me now it's a white cover. I bought that book six times, and I still don't have one here. And the one that I gave away first has all of my highlights and notes in it, and I can't remember who I gave it to. But I would like I will give them another one. If they're listening. They're local here where I live. I just can't remember who it was.

Ekemini Uwan 54:41

The benefit of the truth table book is that there is at the back of the book is the opportunity for you to save my music. So a couple of pages, you know, so that you're able to, you know, just write on a desk Nearly bring up some feelings.

Seth Price 55:02

Yeah, you know.

Ekemini Uwan 55:05

So Buy your copy in and you know, you can write your, your music and when you write your music, you're probably not gonna want to give away that copy. That's why you probably will get a couple copies. So you're gonna be pretty personal because of the sensitive nature of the topics that we're talking about. Yeah,

Seth Price 55:21

yeah. 100%. Well, thank you for what you've written. And for that, for that labor, and thanks for being here this morning. Yeah, thank you for having me. On. Oh, we can do this. Just to become a microphone. This force pushing back from the shadow will stop, you got to stop. Now, I haven't added it up. But there are hundreds of 1000s, if not millions of podcasts on the internet. And I am humbled that you continue to download this one. This is your first time here. Please know that there are transcripts of these shows. Not always in real time, but I do my best. And if you go back in the logs, you can find transcripts for pretty much any episode that you'd like. The show is recorded and edited by me, but it is produced by the patron supporters of the show. That is one of the best if not the best way that you can support the show. If you get anything at all out of these episodes, if you think on them, or if you you know you're out and about and you tell your friends about it or Hey, mom, dad, brother, sister, friends, boss, Pastor, here's what I heard. What are your thoughts on that? If this is helping you in any way and it is helping me consider supporting the show in that manner. It is extremely inexpensive, but collectively, it is so very much helpful for you. I pray that you are blessed. You know that you're cherished and beloved. We'll talk soon. Son stronger than feared